[[// the day u went away +>>

I'VE MOVED!!!

2010-11-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

I can be found;

http://houlingfoo.wordpress.com/

2010-05-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

sometimes i do miss blogging!!!

2010-05-18T01:40:00.002+08:00

there is million things running through my mind now.

i couldn't express everything in words

i'm sad but no tears are comin out from my eyes.

all i want is you.

how i wish time can turn back

i felt things have change or is it me dat demanding more from you.

i duno wad to do.

the bloody bitch is pissing me off.

final coming yet not much revision have been done.

wad if i screw up my final

wa if i screw up my eng

n wad if...

i'm lost in words.

i will start bloggin again after my final

2009-06-07T07:18:00.003+08:00

mixed feeling..
i hate it so much..
mon having chem p2 n p5 together
n wed is my last paper
chem p1.
n i wil b free for 8 mths
well, i suppose to being a gd gal study at home but yet i spend my time in ks
can u imagine dat.
oh gosh.
now, i'm so confused.
doesn't really have the mood to study
feel like flying dy
some1 pls save me
help me get back my mood
help me get rib all my wadever rubbish or crap out of my brain n concentrate with my studies

2009-05-03T01:12:00.005+08:00

You're...
My Friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!

I promise not to hurt you
I promise not to make you cry
I promise always trust you
I promise not to lie
I promise to do things rite
I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
I promise to be your best friend
I promise this forever..

You're the PEANUT to my BUTTER
You're the STAR to my BRUST
You're the POP to my TART
You're the MILKY to my WAY
You're the FRUIT to my LOOP
You're LUCKY to my CHARMS
You're the ICE to my CREAM
but mostly...
You're BEST to my FRIEND

specially dedicate to my dear fren.
u know who you are..
=)

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had

Quotations about Memory

2009-04-19T23:30:00.001+08:00

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. ~From the television show The Wonder Years

A memory is what is left when something happens and does not completely unhappen. ~Edward de Bono

Every man's memory is his private literature. ~Aldous Huxley

God gave us memories that we might have roses in December. ~J.M. Barrie, Courage, 1922

Memory is a crazy woman that hoards colored rags and throws away food. ~Austin O'Malley

Memory is a child walking along a seashore. You never can tell what small pebble it will pick up and store away among its treasured things. ~Pierce Harris, Atlanta Journal

We do not remember days; we remember moments. ~Cesare Pavese, The Burning Brand

There are lots of people who mistake their imagination for their memory. ~Josh Billings

Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us. ~Oscar Wilde, "The Importance of Being Earnest"

It was one of those perfect English autumnal days which occur more frequently in memory than in life. ~P.D. James

And even if you were in some prison, the walls of which let none of the sounds of the world come to your senses - would you not then still have your childhood, that precious, kingly possession, that treasure-house of memories? ~Rainer Maria Rilke

The leaves of memory seemed to make
A mournful rustling in the dark.
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Pleasure is the flower that passes; remembrance, the lasting perfume. ~Jean de Boufflers

One need not be a chamber to be haunted;
One need not be a house;
The brain has corridors surpassing
Material place.
~Emily Dickinson, "Time and Eternity"

I have memories - but only a fool stores his past in the future. ~David Gerrold

A happy childhood can't be cured. Mine'll hang around my neck like a rainbow, that's all, instead of a noose. ~Hortense Calisher, Queenie, 1971

Everybody needs his memories. They keep the wolf of insignificance from the door. ~Saul Bellow

Memory itself is an internal rumour. ~George Santayana, The Life of Reason

A childhood is what anyone wants to remember of it. It leaves behind no fossils, except perhaps in fiction. ~Carol Shields

It is singular how soon we lose the impression of what ceases to be constantly before us. A year impairs, a luster obliterates. There is little distinct left without an effort of memory, then indeed the lights are rekindled for a moment - but who can be sure that the Imagination is not the torch-bearer? ~Lord Byron

What we remember from childhood we remember forever - permanent ghosts, stamped, inked, imprinted, eternally seen. ~Cynthia Ozick

The past is never dead, it is not even past. ~William Faulkner

The existence of forgetting has never been proved: We only know that some things don't come to mind when we want them. ~Friedrich Nietzsche

Leftovers in their less visible form are called memories. Stored in the refrigerator of the mind and the cupboard of the heart. ~Thomas Fuller

Footfalls echo in the memory
Down the passage which we did not take
Towards the door we never opened
~T.S. Eliot

Memory is what tells a man that his wife's birthday was yesterday. ~Mario Rocco

To live in hearts we leave behind
Is not to die.
~Thomas Campbell, Hallowed Ground

In memory's telephoto lens, far objects are magnified. ~John Updike

Things that were hard to bear are sweet to remember. ~Seneca

Life is a rough biography. Memories smooth out the edges. ~Dante G. Roque

Nothing is more memorable than a smell. One scent can be unexpected, momentary and fleeting, yet conjure up a childhood summer beside a lake in the mountains; another, a moonlit beach; a third, a family dinner of pot roast and sweet potatoes during a myrtle-mad August in a Midwestern town. Smells detonate softly in our memory like poignant land mines hidden under the weedy mass of years. Hit a tripwire of smell and memories explode all at once. A complex vision leaps out of the undergrowth. ~Diane Ackerman, A Natural History of the Senses

I am a miser of my memories of you
And will not spend them.
~Witter Bynner, "Coins"

The man with a clear conscience probably has a poor memory. ~Author Unknown

The sense of smell can be extraordinarily evocative, bringing back pictures as sharp as photographs of scenes that had left the conscious mind. ~Thalassa Cruso, To Everything There is a Season, 1973

The two offices of memory are collection and distribution. ~Samuel Johnson

The difference between false memories and true ones is the same as for jewels: it is always the false ones that look the most real, the most brilliant. ~Salvador Dali

Nothing fixes a thing so intensely in the memory as the wish to forget it. ~Michel de Montaigne

The faintest waft is sometimes enough to induce feelings of hunger or anticipation, or to transport you back through time and space to a long-forgotten moment in your childhood. It can overwhelm you in an instant or simply tease you, creeping into your consciousness slowly and evaporating almost the moment it is detected. ~Stephen Lacey, Scent in Your Garden, 1991

She glances at the photo, and the pilot light of memory flickers in her eyes. ~Frank Deford

The advantage of a bad memory is that one enjoys several times the same good things for the first time. ~Friedrich Nietzsche

Winter must be cold for those with no warm memories. ~From the movie An Affair to Remember

It's surprising how much memory is built around things unnoticed at the time. ~Barbara Kingsolver, Animal Dreams

Memory is a complicated thing, a relative to truth, but not its twin. ~Barbara Kingsolver, Animal Dreams

I'm always fascinated by the way memory diffuses fact. ~Diane Sawyer

To look backward for a while is to refresh the eye, to restore it, and to render it the more fit for its prime function of looking forward. ~Margaret Fairless Barber, The Roadmender

2009-03-15T19:38:00.002+08:00

last friday, 1 group of us went to this "ma la huo guo" in pelangi.
basically we making so much noise in the shop
well, i don't think is that spicy after all

another week passed. now left 63 more days to A2. how i wish time can stop at this moment..
i found this in my college the other day..
find it pretty cool
and that is exactly what i'm looking for.

HOT & COLD

2009-03-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

suddenly have the urge to blog..
well, progress test week was so sucky
there is so much to study
sometime i wonder why do we need progress test
well, i'm not progressing so i don't need the test.
just save the trees and the environment

Laziness is getting into me.
i have wasted so much time doing ~~unnecessary~~ thing at night instead of study.
i still happily enjoying my night life esp for the past few day
i knew i can't continue go on with this but somehow is hard to put a stop to it.
well, is "always easier say than done"

the weather have been quite weird lately.
i don't like rain.
sometime it can make u feel cold
yet sometime it can still be very hot
raining day make me feel sad.
it upset me.
so rain rain go away....

my mood just like the weather.
HOT & COLD
when i will be able to see sunshine again..

2009-02-25T20:12:00.003+08:00

Taylor Swift
Love Story lyrics

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

2009-02-19T22:14:00.011+08:00

my valentine was a blast
instead spending my v day with bf i have group of girlfriends celebrating with
had so much fun
went for candle light dinner at yew's cafe
suppose to b a v romantic dinner
yet we were busy gossiping

making so much noise

if u notice,this photo was taken outside e ladies..
bit awkward..
my phone is only 2.0 mega pixels so bit blur..

Ben Ho and Joanne Lim don't u think this pics seem to be quite familiar..

next topic...
jus some random update
been rather busy lately
well, i hav no idea wad i'm busy with but i'm busy
progress test coming up next week
8 chaps of pure math
5 chaps of bio
3 chaps of mechanics n chemistry
i'm so dead.
felt so restless n aimless
i don't seem to understand anything in class, i try my best to understand but still can't get it.
exam coming, i don't want to do badly again dis time

my mood hav been swinging lot lately
get moody easily,even nth happen
i'm lost some how
and now i'm looking for the exit
lot things happen ard me making me so confuse
i can't seem to concentrate but i did try my best to solve it out
till now i hvn found any solutions yet
sometime feel bit kek
haihz.
what to do.that is life
and life still have to go on with it
just hope that it doesn't affect me much.

seem like lot ppl having a sort of love probs
heard lot bedtimes stories

some really make me v pek cek

just some post bout

saw it from my fren's blog,feel free to read
What Is Love

愛

dis character is actually how our ancestor wrote it. pronounced as 'ai' meaning love..the character 心 inside e word pronounced as 'xin' meaning heart..dis traditional Chinese character for love (愛) consists of a heart (middle) inside of “accept,” “feel,” or “perceive,”. character is so meaningful.

quotes about love
got it from my the other fren recently, (u know who you are,thx lot)is actually quite nice

If you are asking what I value, the answer is you. If your asking do I love you? The answer is I do.

You took the "l" out of lover and now its over

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world

Roses are red violets are blue I hear you like me is it true?

Love is like a butterfly, when you chase it, it flies away. But be patient, and it will land on you

Love is like sand. If you hold it too tight, it will slip away

Why does a rose represent love, when a rose always dies?

Out of every one I have ever met, you are the one I wont forget

it would not be called a crush if it did not hurt

They say love is behind every corner. Dude I must be walking in circles!

If all my friends decided to jump off a cliff, I wouldn't go with them; I would be at the bottom to catch them

f I reach for your hand will you hold it? If I hold out my arms will you hug me? If I go for your lips will you kiss me? If I capture your heart will you love me?

Love is not finding someone you can live with, but someone you cant live without

Love can sometimes be magic...but magic can sometimes be just an illusion

When a girl loves a guy, the sweetest thing in the world is to hear him admit that he treasures her!

If only you would mean it, if only you would care, if only you would love my heart would not tear

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you

The spaces between our fingers were made so another persons fingers could fill them

For love I'd do anything, for you, I'd do more...

If you want to see a rainbow you have to live through the rain, if you want to feel true love, you have to take the pain

The sky has lost its colour, the sun has turned to grey, at least that is how it feels to me, whenever your away

Anyone can catch your eye but it takes someone special to catch your heart!

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried! Neither would a million tears! I know, because I've cried!

Remember when you asked me who I loved and I said no one, I really meant no one but you

Never let a fool kiss you, and never let a kiss fool you

No letters mean anything to me apart from U and I

True love doesn't have a happy ending because true love never ends

Whats the use of the hand? Holding on something? writing? Cleaning things? clapping? but most importantly is to hold "your" hand forever.

You must love yourself before you love another. By accepting yourself and fully being what you are, your simple presence can make others happy.

2009-02-09T21:11:00.007+08:00

yesterday was my youngest sister 10th yrs old birthday..
just a small celebration for her..

my mum chose the bdae cake.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS PIGGY FOO HOU NING!!!

how fast time flies
now is already the 9th of february.
soon trial gonna come followed by my A2.
i nd to take ielts
my brain gonna burst anytime soon..
wad i have been doing for the past few mths..
i can't wait for my college to end
after staying in jb for the past 18 yrs
i really can't wait to go kl.

~~rant me~~ ~~if god would ga wish~~

~~i wish time can stop at this moment~~
~~really enjoying my life now~~
~~i'm not ready for that day to come~~
~~for what may or may not happen~~
~~i'm confuse~~
~~what about now~~

2009-01-11T20:26:00.004+08:00

i know is bit too late to blog bout the new year now..
well, 2008 is over
and now is 2009
my last sem in sunway college.
honestly, i can't wait to get out of this college..
2008, i wouldn't say is a great yr
but i experienced lot of my first time..

first time celebrate valentine with friend (normally i only stay at home..)
first time drive on the road
first time go college
first time go club
first time screw up my final exam like shit
first time went out and have fun during exam period
first time went for countdown party

there is so many first time
but i think some shud keep it to myself

well, my kl trip was a blast
after my gathering at batu pahat dat day (29th dec 2008)
i went meet up with my dear huiling n yvonne at kl
spend a night in the hostel..
we cooked our own dinner and obviously we mess up the kitchen as well (30th dec 2008)

31st dec 2008
last day of 2008
the next day went mid valley shopping
shop the whole day
we took a ktm to mid valley
and it was a horrible experience
i dun want try tt anymore
i nvr know kl ppl can be so kiasu also
bcos of the stupid ktm i make my fren wait for me for so long
meet up with shy,linn,april,nithya and their college mate at their hostel.
then we headed to quattro

we reached there bloody early
only 8.30.
who the hell go club so early
cos we thought it might hav a massive traffic jam
cos is a 31st, mb evryone willl go countdown
but no jam at all
we went discover their winter bar
damn cool

the winter bar

us in the bar.
we took lot n lot of photo infront of the mirror just outside the pub.
me just outside the bar
well, we welcome our 2009 with a bang!!!!

us in the toilet

the gals...
long stories...
then after club we went to one of our fren's hse stay over
didn't slp the whole night

(1st -3rd jan)
the next day headed to genting with my parent
getting trip was rather boring
meet up with justin on the 2nd
well, we (justin,pei,his bro n sis n me)
we decided to paty 25 bucks just to scare ourself
we went to the haunted hse
it was quite scary
i couldn't stop laughing cos of justin's reaction.
other than this nth much interesting

4th jan
went back kl on the 4th meet up with shy,april,linn at kenny's place
wad we do the whole day was basically ps3.
i duno wad wrong with them with the song Krazy..
make all of them go crazy instead
went for movie at summit
4 christmases
nt bad, quite interesting
then we went mamak
and headed back to cornet's place
girl's talk till 5 a.m
our last night at kl
simply love spend time with my darling gf
but now someone else got baby dy dun wan darling liao..

last but not least,
i promise shy n april to blog bout this too.

Ah linn- the drunktard

ps: i think i start falling into it dy.. wad shud i do..
i'm just an innocent gal not naughty gal..

2008-12-24T08:47:00.002+08:00

i hvn get the photo from my fren.
well, goin batu pahat for gathering next week
then kl and genting
thing have been quite different lately.
i really have lot fun with the fren ard me
no worries and just fun
i wonder is it bcos of him??
i no so sure bout that now.
sch gonna reopen soon
this mean i hav to really study hard
not much time left till A2
and i think i need to retake my exam
damn sucky
i'm at kulai now..
guess wad?
i was playing dota the whole night..
hehheeh
well, tt all for now..

i think i do miss him...

2008-12-15T18:55:00.004+08:00

heyz!!!!
1 week passed.
finally settle down
i'm back from china..
really hav lots of fun there.
meeting new ppl and all.
i do enjoy my time there with one big group of ppl
at china
i forget about everything here
all the worries had left behind
the best thing about the trip is i finally let it go completely
i'm so proud of myself
finally i can get back my old life.
FREE TO BE WHO I WANT TO BE

more post and pics coming up...

2008-12-03T17:19:00.005+08:00

dear reader:

i haven post a proper post ever since my exam is over..i think i just screw up my exam. didn't really study much this time compare to my previous major exam. instead of study, i have been hanging out lot during exam period. holiday started,and i get rather busy than my exam period, busy cleaning my room, update my ipod, not forget having lots of fun. have been going out lot lately. what to do, girls just want to have fun. that lot of plan ahead. i'm getting so excited. my beloved fren coming back one by one, can't wait to meet up with them. i miss my sec sch life. i just got back my autograph book yest. it was so fun reading thru what my fren have written on my little book. especially the first 5 pages. it make me tears. well, i will be going off to china in a few hours. will be there for 1 weeks.
to my beloved jnr,ms. seow,take good care of yourself in italy. i won't be seeing you anymore till next yr feb. take care.

you know you miss me..
xoxo

-houling-

Memories Of What Used To Be

2008-11-30T18:54:00.002+08:00

I wonder if he remembers me
Or if I'm just a memory
I wonder if he thinks of us
Or if he finds it useless
I wonder how things would be
If he had never left me
I wonder how he is
And if I'm still a love of his
I think about him everyday
And wonder if he's okay
I think about how happy we were
And the memories make the tears stir
I think about the plans we made
While we were laying in the shade
I think about all we said
And the lives we lead
To not know
Where to go
To not know where to find
A place where he may hide
To not be able to see his face
Puts my heart so out of place
To not know when he's near
Is my greatest fear
There's so much in my head
That I wish I'd said
There's so many missed kisses
For my unanswered wishes
There's only so many ways
For me to make it through the days
There's so little light
In my heart tonight
What would I say
If given a day
What would happen
If I could have him
What joy it would bring
To hear him sing
What would I feel
If he were here for real
I miss him each day
That he is away
I miss him looking out for me
The way it used to be
I miss his love
That protected me like a glove
I miss him
So much it's made my heart dim
I wonder if he still cares
That's a question that tears
I wonder what he's like
If he'd tell me to take a hike
I wonder if he fears
That I don't hold him dear
But most of all
I wonder if he still loves me
Or if I'm just a memory
Of what used to be

2008-11-17T00:30:00.001+08:00

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didnt know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we've been through

go in, come in
thought i heard a knock
who's there? no one
thinking that i deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

how could i turn on the tv
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings

if im dreaming
dont wanna let, hurt my feelings

but thats the path, i believe in
and i know that, time will heal it
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

since theres no more you and me
its time i let you go so i can be free
and live my life how it should be
no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you
yes i will

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

2008-11-17T00:10:00.003+08:00

why am i doing all this.
i knew i will get hurt once again but yet i still choose to do so
when all this things gonna stop???

A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding..
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..
And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except me..

2008-11-01T19:28:00.004+08:00

If this is goodbye, don't come back
if this is the end, don't wake me up.

The hottest love has the coldest end.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.
I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken ,than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.
The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most
Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.
Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream

Breaking up is not a stupid thing; instead it makes you a better person and realize your mistakes.
I don't try to remember us but when I do, it brings a smile to my lips and a tear to my eye.
I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had.
Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You
No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry

If You Really Love Something Set It Free.If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be
Moving on is simple,it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult
Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.
Should I hate you because you hurt me?Or should I love you because you made me feel special?
Deep down you know it's best for yourself,but you hate the thought of him being with someone else.

Now I believe it when people say love is blind... 'cause I must have been blind to love a person like you.
It's like my mind knows what's right but my heart is being retarded and still cares
When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar.
I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had.But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.
I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to.

You hurt me more than I deserve,how can you be so cruel?I love you more than you deserve,why am I such a fool?
Wise men say, only fools rush in. But I can't help falling in love with you.
To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.
In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.
Memories are the best souvenirs.

If your love does not work with that person,it just means that someone else loves you more.
There is nothing sadder in this life than to watch someone you love walk away after they have left you.To watch the distance between your two bodies expand until there is nothing left but empty space... and silence.
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if I wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.
A relationship is like a train. If one passes, then the next one will come. I'm sure and if you get off the train, you'll realize that everything is the same
Relationships are like crystals, you don't realize how much you love it until it breaks.

A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you..
I cry because I know he doesn't feel the way I do. I cry because I think of how pathetic I am
Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.
Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.

You taught me how to love; you taught me how to live; you taught me how to laugh; you taught me how to cry, but when you left, you forgot to teach me how to forget you.
Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.
Love that we can not have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.
Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself.
Love is letting go of the one you love, hoping that they will come back to you when they realize what they have lost.

A million words wouldn't bring you back. I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears. I know because I've cried.
Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain, even if these arms should want to embrace you again, and even if I’m all cried out and no longer in pain... I’ll never fall in love that way again.
There are reasons we met, reasons for the good and the bad times, and more importantly, a reason to an end. We have more to learn, more to experience, and more loving left in this lifetime.
Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.
Love is born with a smile, grows with a kiss, and dies with a tear.

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.
I just want one day to go by where I'm not pretending I'm happy!
I loved him with all my heart and he did for a while. I can forgive him for ending it, for no longer loving me, but i cannot forgive that he did not tell me why. Becuase that is what hurts the most
Never cry over somebody who would not cry over you.
trust only what you see with your eyes cause the heart tells lies

I knew it was over when he walked away and didn't cry
why do we always forget what we want to remember and remember what we want to forget. its hard to move on when u have been broken and u think i loved him didnt he see that. maybe he did. and he probably cared a lot but he moved on so u have to too. just put a smile on and enjoy life. its easier said than done but u can do anything u put ur heart to.
Your heart never breaks, it goes through a process of getting stronger
A song that could only once make me smile, can now only make me cry.
what is here today, may not be here tomorrow...

I'm trying to forget about you. because i know you have forgot all about me. for the things i may not know. for the things i may regret.
Don't make someone your Everything because when the leave, you have Nothing left
when ever I see you...I always remember the way you hurted me...I always remember that you have other girl...I always remember how you smiled at me...But the worst thing is I remember how you ignored me everytime you see me...
She knew listening to "their song" would kill her inside, but she couldn't resist clicking on it, and just like she knew...She couldn't keep herself from crying, no matter how hard she tried.
breakup : you're one step closer to the one you're meant to be with

Having the love of your life break up with you and saying we can still be friends, is like your dog dying and your mom saying you can still keep it!

You were the one that could alway make me smile
You were the one that could always make me laugh
You were the one who could always tell when i was mad or sad
You were the one who always knew wat i was thinking just by looking in my eyes
You were the one i always trusted
You were the one that told me u never wanted to lose me
You were the one that always cheered the loudest for me when i had a track meet but.....
You were the one that let me down
You were the one that broke a big promise to me
You were the one i never thought would do that
You were the one who broke me heart

Forget the times he walked by,
Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name,
Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend,
Remember now he's just your friend.

You're
cutest sweetest nicest greatest most romantic most insencsetive jerk i have ever met

I HATE EMO!!!

2008-10-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

i'm officially 18 on the 21st oct..
nothing special happen on that day
well, when the clock strike to twelve
messages and phone calls coming in
i cried when i saw those msg
all the bdae wishes from my frens and buddy
this time is the tears of happiness
thanks so much for those who wish me earlier or later ,either on facebook, friendster or personally
thanks for the surprise and all

i was hoping something could happen on my birthday
in fact, miracles does not happen
although it did not happen
but i had a great day
celebrate till midnight
thanks everyone who brighten my day
i'm too lazy to upload the photo.

-I'm just a memory,of what used to be-

2008-10-12T12:59:00.004+08:00

damn sick of doing math.
so drop by here to do some blogging

last week,
this cute fren of mine.ko
he trying to compete with me who are more creative and have a nicer drawing
it's quite fun when u attempt to do some drawing instead of typing
and we started to compete against each other..
[click on the photo to enlarge]

this is just part of it. i'm pretty sure my drawing is nicer than him..
muhahahah

1 more day to AS
so far
math-finish all the past yr
stats- half way through
bio-study half way through
phys- only finish reading half of it
chem- finish study redy!!! (so proud of myself!!)

i just took a test on facebook
as i say. i just sick of doing math and there nth i can do.
so just did it for fun

cute?? i wonder how cute is he gonna be..

gosh. i feel so bad for not doin math.
it's time to get back to the past year paper ..
shall pray hard for my exam..

2008-10-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

really confused right now.
but i don't want to think about it over and over again
i will just go with the flow
don't plan to do anything except study for my exam
AS is in 1 week time
yet i'm not ready for the exam
oh gosh.
how i wish time can turn back to beginning of the year
recently i just so in love with the song
fall for you and maybe, by secondhand serenade
simply love the lyrics.
quite meaningful

i really miss those days..

so good to have all of you around

my buddy during national competition 2005

us during district competition
my happiest moment

for now.
is time to get back to study!!!

maybe i shouldn't turn back
don't turn back
just like my blogskins state
"cause i'm not coming back, i'm closing the door"

2008-08-30T21:00:00.001+08:00

annual ball is over!!!
this year, our annual was held at grand strait view on the 23rd of august 2008
went in the morning to help with the preparation
then rush back to yvonne's place to get ready before the ball start
here are some photo, sit back and enjoy

backdrop done by joice and me. not very nice. too empty redy

before the event start...

me,olivia,nigel and vinesh

pei, olivia and me

through out the event

girls and our chemistry lecturer Dr. Chu

miss janice(math lecturer), me ,miss hong(chemistry practical lecturer)

me with brian,leroy and chen loong

jojo and i. my date for that night

PRESENTING OUR

RETRO KING AND QUEEN 2008

SEE DI YAO AND JOANNE TAN CHOON YEN
A LEVELS JAN 2008

sa group pic.

i wasn't in there cos i left earlier

didn't get to watch the beginning part as i was incharge of registration
so i miss out everything before the dinner
so sad right
heels is hurt my legs badly the whole nite cos i need to stand through out the event as i'm the videocam women
other than that everything went on smoothly i guess

thanks all my friends who company me that night
especially jojo..
sorry to trouble you and thanks for taking care of me that night

2008-08-30T19:02:00.004+08:00

thx for everyone concern.
i found my wallet.

Tagged by Joanne Lie Hui Ling

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 7.03p.m

Name : Foo Hou Ling
Sisters : 2
Brothers :-
Shoe size: either 4 or 5
Height: 155cm
Where do you live : JB ,
Favourite drinks : hot/ice chocolate, mocha, coca cola,teh ice
Favourite breakfast : something simple

Have you ever
Been on a plane : yeah
Swam in the ocean : yeah
Fallen asleep at school : yeah
Broken someone's heart : yeah
Fell off your chair : so far no
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Obviously yes.
Saved e-mails : seldom.
What is your room like :clean and nice ( just clean my room)
What's right beside you : my art block
What is the last thing you ate : sweets

Ever had
Chicken pox : yeah
Sore throat : yeah
Stitches : nope
Broken nose : nope

Do you
Believe in love at first sight : nope
Like picnics : depends

Who was were the last person
You danced with : erm..can't really rmb
Last made you smile : when i think back those day
You last yelled at : no one

Today did you
Talk to someone you like : nope
Kissed anyone : nope
Get sick : nope
Talk to an ex : nope.
Miss someone : yes
Eat : a few mins ago

Best feeling in the world
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : nope
What's under your bed : nothing
Who do you really hate : i don't really hate people
What time is it now : 7.11p.m

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now : yeah
Do you have any siblings :yeah
Do you want children : for now, i don't want any
Do you smile often : of course=)
Do you like your hand-writing : not really
Are your toe nails painted : nope
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : anyone
What color shirt are you wearing now : blue
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday : lepaking with friends before watching movie
Are you a friendly person : i think so
Do you have any pets : nope
Where is the person you have feelings for right now : P & C
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now : nope.
Do you sleep with the TV on : yeah. i always do.
What are you doing right now : erm.. blogging
Have you ever crawled through a window : yes, 2 years back
Can you handle the truth : have to
Are you too forgiving : maybe
Are you closer to your mother or father : both
Who was the last person you cried in front of : my friends
How many people can you say you've really loved : too many of them.
Do you eat healthy : i don't think so
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you : yes.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : someone i can trust,bf, my best friends
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : depends
Are you confident : depends

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. training
2. dancing
3. having fun with my friends
4. attend my first ever art class
5. super duper short haircut

5 things on my to-do list today
1. blog
2. study
3. sleep
4. upload all the photo to multiply
5. decide on tmr plan

5 snacks I enjoy
1. sweets
2. ice kacang
3. chocolate
4. potatoes
5.anything that is nice

5 of my bad habits
1. easily cry,even watching those sad drama
2. mood swing
3. shy
4. too playful
5. always keep everything to myself. never really express my feeling/my point of view

5 places I have lived in
1. my house
2. convent's sickbay (second home)
3. pei's hse
4. KL
5. --

I've had (including part time)
1.- i nvr work before-
2. --
3. --
4. --
5.--

5 people I tag
anyone want to do the tags

2008-08-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

oh gosh, i lost my wallet!!!!
i don't know where i left it
mb is in the locker
hopefully is in the locker
all my ic ,cards,driving license,etc is inside
i got a bad feeling bout it..
my poor wallet
how can i be so careless..

One Month

2008-08-06T20:58:00.007+08:00

one month passed
things have been really different
it's have been very hard for me to get through this month
but i'm getting use to it

had a talk with my mum that night
i told her about my little stories
it make me realised so many things
i know what the best for now
the talk between my mum and i inspired me
and make me realised
what is the most important thing i should do right now

i have a brighter future ahead
that just part of the life
it make me learn, grow, and understand better
my future is in my hand
so is for me to make the decision
i decided to move on
not turning back

i felt so much better
i feel so happy
i'm happy with my life
happy with who am i
i have no regret
i decided to leave everything behind
and i'm doing it right now
i don't get affected anymore
and it never gonna affect me
and i won't think about it again
that it.

that night,
i put a full stop to our stories
the last chapter of the stories
and
that is the end of our stories
i closed the book
and i never want to open it again

never let other people ruin your life
never ever do silly thing cos of other people
it is definitely not worth it
they still so many people care for you

in the month of august
having lot of event
busy with annual ball
and have to help up with sunway camp

another one month
mock exam coming
is time to work really hard
is time to prove the others who look down on us

i just started my new story with a new beginning,a new chapter and new book
and i believe that there is more stories coming out..

and i believe i will meet someone better next time..

-thanks for everything-

2008-08-03T20:41:00.002+08:00

spending my night at kevin's hse together with ben and pei

that night was so fun
full of different types of emotions
happy, with friend around, had so much fun with you all around
angry, cos of the call and all, all i want is to see you happy
sad, cos i thought of something which i shouldn't have

i didn't drink much
cos i don't want get drunk
i never know what i will do when i'm drunk
i'm afraid i might do silly thing just like how i did the last time
i afraid that i will cause any trouble to you

the tears at that night make me realise so many things

i miss your voice
i miss you so much
so much i want tell you but i can't

no one exactly know how i feel
no one can understand it
i tired of faking up
i get so tired when i have to put up a show infront of everyone,even to my mum
so they won't worry about me
when i'm alone in my room
i can do whatever i want
stop acting
cos no one is watching me
i really tired of it

why everyone has the choice except me
i don't have any other option
i have to accept the last and only choice
whether i want it or not
i have to accept it

i regret
to choose to stay in jb
i really feel like leaving

all i want is my old life
i want to be myself
but with him around, i just can't find myself back

he told me i don't deserve all this
but that doesn't make me feel any better

i'm lost
what can i do to make myself feel better

that night,
i bath myself with tears
before went to bed

-you will never get to see these tears i cry-

2008-08-02T20:34:00.003+08:00

within this few day,lot of thing happen
things doesn't seen so right this day
it normally does not turn out like how we expected
everything happen for a reason
it's so sad for me to hear and talk bout it
i thought my heart already numb
but now i feel the pain again

i get angry when i see you with him
cos i afraid that you will get hurt
several time, i raise my voice at you
because that the only way to make you listen and realise
i don't want to see you crying anymore
all i want is to see you smile
i remember that night you told me
you don't want to look fine, you want to be fine

within this few months lot of things happen
not only me, even to my friends
few people walk in and walk out our life
and left a footprint in our heart
they make us stronger and learn

if,
time can go back,
i definitely wouldn't let it happen again

if,
i given a choice,
i will choose not to fall into it

if,
i insist to go kl for my further studies,
i won't be able to meet you

if,
i didn't choose to take Alvls
thing might be better now

sometime i really hope to transfer to other college
my initial plan wasn't like that
i never want so be part of sunway college, jb
but i can't bear to leave everything here
my friends especially

i miss my friends so much
the ones know me the best
the ones can lepak entire day
the ones full of nonsenses
the saddest part is they are not in jb
most of them in kl
when kkg gonna meet up again??

True friend scolds like a DAD..
Cares like a MOM..
Teases like a SISTER..
Irritates like a BROTHER..
and finally loves U more than a LOVER.

They love you..
but they are not your lover.
They care for you, but they are not from your family...
They are ready to share your pain , but they are not in your blood relation.

they are friends.

-when you look me in the eyes-

2008-07-20T23:11:00.003+08:00

today wasn't that bad.
woke up quite early but i'm just refuse to get out of my bed. rotting on my bed, million of things running through my mind.
i did lot of thinking today. since the very beginning till now. from stranger become friend till today
either sweet memories or sad
I don't try to remember us but when I do, it brings a smile to my lips and a tear to my eye.
i ready make up my mind
i gonna lock all this memories in my heart,
this will be my last time think back about every single moment with you
memories is the one keep pulling me, and keep reminding me of you
i don't want to think about it anymore that why i locked it at the deepest corner of my heart.
maybe one day i will thanks you for making me stronger.
My heart never breaks, it just goes through a process of getting stronger.
There are reasons we met, reasons for the good and the bad times, and more importantly, a reason to an end. We have more to learn, more to experience, and more loving left in this lifetime.
Although time may dry the tears from my eyes, time will not erase you from my heart.
this will be my last time missing you....

"Having the love of your life break up with you and saying we can still be friends, is like your dog dying and your mom saying you can still keep it!"

lastly

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
OLIVIA MAH WAI HSIEN
&
CHIONG SEN SIN

-I was happy without any reason to live until I found one and lost it.-

short conversation

2008-07-19T22:49:00.004+08:00

alone at home,
spent whole day cleaning my room.
now my room is so clean and neat
but i'm sure that it will be messy again.
while cleaning my room, one of my friend called me.
frankly, i was so happy that he called me. well, we didn't talk on the phone for ages
we had a nice talk, and finally he open out to me
he share his problems with me,and i be his listener
somehow, after talking to him i felt better, (i was quite sad before this)
my mood became better
mood swing again.

this weekend my daddy is back to jb.
i didn't see him for 3 weeks.
miss him so much.
as usual he always come to my room before he go to bed
so yesterday night he came to my room
a very short conversation between me and him

i sat in front of the computer
daddy: your friend not coming over and makan anymore??
me:(must be mummy tell him about it) emmm....
daddy: anything happen recently??
me: nothing...
daddy: if got any problems must tell daddy k. daddy will always be here for you.
me:em...

seriously i was so touch at the moment
there so much i want tell you but i don't know where to start and how to tell you everything.
maybe they do realise something is not right with me
my mummy and daddy have been asking me about him
i don't know what to tell and what to say
maybe one day i will they your the truth
but not now. i'm not ready yet.

tmr is the 20th.
will i be alone again?
definitely will be tough for me tmr.
will it be a better day tmr???

Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart.

Yellow Roses

2008-07-18T20:26:00.006+08:00

Do you ever curious about What the Different Colors of Roses Mean?

Here are some colors and their meanings:

Red - Love, Romance, Beauty, Passion, I love you; Desire, Courage; Respect
Red (Dark or Burgundy) - Unconscious beauty
Red -Withered - I would rather die, Our love is over
White - Purity, Youth, Pure Love, Virginal, Innocence and purity, I am worthy of you, You're heavenly
Pink - Happiness, Appreciation, Thankfulness, Grace, Gentle Love, Please believe me
Dark Pink - Gratitude, Thank You
Yellow - Joy, Gladness, Friendship, Delight, Platonic Love, Jealousy, Freedom
Yellow with Red Tip - Falling in Love
Orange - Fascination, Desire, Passion, Enthusiasm
Red and White - Two colors; Passionate Purity, Unity
Peach - Sincerity, Gratitude, Appreciation, Modesty, Admiration, Sympathy
Lavender - Love at first sight, Enchantment
Black - Death, Farewell
Blue - Impossible, Unattainable, Mystery
Red Rosebud - Symbol of Purity and Loveliness
White Rosebud - Girlhood, Youth
Thornless Rose - "Love at First Sight"
Single Rose - Simplicity
Two Roses - An engagement or coming marriage
Leaves - Symbol of hope
Roses-Sent every month - Beauty ever new

i think yellow roses is most suitable for me now. it signify my feeling and my situation.

Yellow roses in their unassuming charm and sweet simplicity send out an equally alluring message. Colors range from light yellow to golden. Yellow roses express joy, gladness, and friendship. They are given to new mothers, newlyweds, and graduates. They're also used as a reminder to a loved one to show that you care.

Friendship and ?I care? are the foremost meanings of a yellow rose. Unrestrained and uninhibited as the breeze, free from attachments, the yellow rose definitely says that the sender is keen on friendship alone. Here, you will not find the heat of passion, only the warmth of a genuine and sincere smile. The sender of yellow roses delicately indicates that while his affection is straight from the heart, there are no hidden depths.

Unbridled joy is another meaning of a yellow rose. Therefore, yellow roses are often congratulatory in tone. Yellow roses are given to celebrate new beginnings. These delicate flowers proudly laud an accomplishment, a consummation or a fulfillment. You simply cannot do without yellow roses when you send flowers to express joy and pride in another's achievement.

The color yellow was interpreted as a ?pale" color during the early Victorian period. They had shades of negative meanings ranging from lukewarm affection to jealousy. They indicated a frame of mind that was on the one hand lacking in fervor, while on the other mutinous and envious in tone. But, the yellow rose has overcome these negative intonations and now mean "warm and sunny" affection, joy and pleasure.

Another truly wonderful meaning of a yellow rose is that it indicates a determination to start anew, to begin afresh. A rift, a misunderstanding, or a quarrel that needs to be mended - these are all set right by yellow roses. "Let's put it all behind us and start a fresh page", the yellow rose humbly tries to persuade. Yellow roses are conciliatory and appeasing in their symbolism.

Yellow roses are sometimes tinged with sorrow. The yellow rose bids adieu and says farewell. The impending departure is reason enough for a little distress, but there is also joy that newer prospects may usher in. Yellow roses speak well as messengers of good luck, and leave-taking.

Human nature being what it is, there is nothing in this world that is free from a little negative nuance. The yellow rose sometimes symbolizes infidelity in love. A waning of passion, a "bloodless" love that no longer throbs with pleasure is what a yellow rose seeks to convey between lovers. Yellow rose is a word of caution if things are not going well in a relationship.

The yellow rose within marriage implies sweet domesticity and familiar love. Contentment, everlasting joy and a sense of snugness are what the yellow roses convey here. A love that has matured with age and no longer seeks to achieve impossible heights, a relationship secure in the knowledge of its strengths - the yellow rose stands for steadfast affection.

All roses seek to convey varying textures and shades of affection. The wealth of meaning in a yellow rose lies in its delicate shade of sunny yellow, a color of richness, warmth and joy.

i realised that my mood getting a bit funny recently
i can be very happy, the next moment i will be sitting there keeping silence
seriously i don't know what to do.
mood swing getting bad to worst.
definitely is not PMS for sure.
it can't be menopause cos i'm still so young
not even 18 yet.
Well, it's friday again.
had chemistry and physics test today.
frankly speaking both papers was tough
i didn't know how to do.
i fly MS class today for certain reason
i don't usually skip class, i'm a good girl
i only late for class but i hardly even skip class
this is my first time fly MS
went movie with gang of fren at tebrau city
The Dark Knight

is quite nice the movie.
it last for 155 mins.
through out the 2 hrs of movie, that lots of things running through my mind.
back to college and chit chatting with one of my fren after the movie since i don't feel like going home. i skip dinner again, no appetite

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON KIAT

-emotionally affected-

2008-07-13T19:18:00.002+08:00

just now, went city square met up with my friends..
hui ling, wei min and xiao bai. joanne suppose to join us in the end she can't make it
we catch up with each other bout college life and did a little bit of gossiping.
when girls meet up, obviously will go for shopping and gossiping
so long never meet up with them,esp huiling
the last time i saw them was in sch when we collected our spm result
so can't you imagine how much i miss them

basically what we did the whole day was shopping,shopping and shopping.
seriously, i don't know what wrong with me,
i had been spending lot lately
i spent RM100++ on shopping today..
and i still haven get the jacket that i wanted to buy
really pokai.
i bought 1 shirt from FOS
and it size is XL.
your must be thinking i'm crazy but i just love that shirt so much
is so nice and comfortable to wear.the most important thing is. it only cost RM25..

this is what i bought

1 pair of shoe, 2 shirts, 1 bracelet and 1 present box(not in the picture)

bought this from sugar

the bracelet with my name on it.

Extra Large shirt from FOS. simply love it.

Dear Readers,

i broke my promise yesterday night..
it's hard to let everythings go. but i'm trying my best

-is promise meant to be broken-

2008-07-12T15:43:00.004+08:00

currently, i'm broke
today only 12 of July, not even half of the month , yet i spent 2/3 of my monthly allowances.
where did my money go??
SHOPPING!!!

Wednesday was a public holiday..
but this time i wasn't alone. i spent most of my day with sports. i was out for 12 hrs.
i went and play table tennis and snooker with mufians at Austin Height.
then , pei meet us for lunch. i really loves playing sports. from 10a.m till 5.30p.m, we were playing table tennis and snooker. how tiring is that. we can't even stand properly after the games.
then, i went ponderosa. my initial plan was just go there take a bath and have my dinner.
when i reach there, i thought they will be lot of people crowding at the pool side since is a public holiday.
suprisingly, only few of them were there to swim. so i decided to go for swimming.
at the moment, i thinks i must be crazy.
after the whole day of sport, now swimming pulak.
i actually quite afraid, what if i got cramp halfway through swimming. luckly, it didn't happen.
after bathing, when makan at the club house also.
i was alone there. the ONLY customer. maybe is because the place is under renovation.
the only reason i chose to eat there is because i can charge everything to my dad's account so i no need to spend a single cent. cos i'm really broke.
after dinner meet up with pei, went and shop for the present for Azmeer cos is his bdae the next day.
we bought him a very cute caterpillar. i saw a few jacket in jusco. i feel like buying one of it home. but it really expensive .ard RM 8O++. haihz..
reach home bout 10. tiring day.

ystd was another boring day.
i was quite piss. i don't deny that.
i thought i could forget everything, i thought i'm ready to let everything go, i thought i wouldn't let anything affect me, i thought i could lead a normal lifestyle, i thought.....
all in all is just, i thought i could but till ystd only i realised i can't.

actually, something hit right into my mind.
i thought i could take it.
at that moment i just felt a sudden pain.

i had a nice talk with yan ping and shu pei at azmeer's party
i just found out something from pei.
i didn't know until she told me what happen the day before i broke up with him.
another girl's talk something like the night we had in april's DNP
the only different is no alcohol taken, no crying.
seriously, i like the night we had in DNP.
all of us pouring everything out
even those which had hidden deep in our heart.
another memories that kkg had it together.

one of my very sweet friend really concern about me lot.
listen to all my nagging, care for me, advise me
he is one of my friend that i can share my problems with
thanks lot, colin.
he explained to me lot of things. he has more experiences than me. since he 2 years older than me. thanks A pek

i just don't understand why things became like this??
avoiding is not the best way to solve the problems.
is it really because of guilty??
just like what colin told me
or they just don't show it
but deep down they do feel something
i just simply hate it those who really good at acting
what is done is done
want act exist like nothing happened is impossible.

i hate to be alone
i hate loneliness
because it just remind me of something that i don't wish to think about.
it's not worth it.
i got loads of other better friends
so wad if i lost you as my bestie
who cares..
you're the one pushing the chance away

arghhh.....

i know i'm not alone after all
i got loads of bestie that really cares and concern about me

i sacrificed my study time to blog. got to study now. next week having progress test.

-time will heal everything-

2008-07-10T21:44:00.003+08:00

one of my friend asked me this

"why you always go back so late?"

i answered

"no reason"

the truth is...

i'm bored staying at home..

another reason for not going home

is because

home

is another place that had so much memories

it reminded me lots of things

which i don't want to

i hate kena nagging from my mum over and over again

i hate loneliness...

i hate to have dinner alone

so..

sometimes i rather skip my dinner..

thanks to all my friends..
i'm totally fine now. i'm strong enough to overcome it.
i'm alright. so don't worry about me. i'm still the happy go lucky girl just like how i was the last time. for now, i just want to concentrate in my studies
1 month plus to my mock exam. Is time for me to work hard now.

here are some pictures of my new hairstyle.
new haircut, new colour.
a freshly new me!!!
bit like mushroom..

-innocent boy are just good at lying-

LOVE

2008-07-05T20:50:00.009+08:00

something about us doesn't seen right ever since holiday started
i'm sure everyone sense it
especially my college mates
i know your concern about it.

just for your information,
i'm currently single now.
yes, we broke up.
he initiated.
i saw it coming.
i know that we will ended up like this
i thought i will be strong enough to take it
but i'm not.
it really hurt
and hard to take it
i don't deny that i dislike you cos of this at first
but after i talked to one of our best friend
it really make me thinks lot.

i'm not blaming you
or dislike you either for now
that several time i cried when you hurt me
i don't blame you for that
maybe i did hurt you in several ways
i do not know.
i really thought about everything since the very beginning until now the whole night
partially it may be my fault that caused this to happen
sorry for accusing you and blaming you
i thinks this is the best for the 2 of us

i just hope that this incident will not affect us in other ways.
i hope everything will back to normal
just like how we were the last time.
hope that we still friend or even close friend in the future.

dear readers,
don't worry about me
i'm totally fine
no more crying, i promise
just got a new haircut
sometimes
new haircut and shopping do make us feel happier

to all my friends,
thanks for being with me when i needed your
you know who you are
especially the one that make me realised the best way of handling this.
i really learn lot this time
'forgive and forget'
this relationship make me grow up and be more mature
to my girl friends,
please,do not dislike him because of this
it wasn't his fault
it just that we wasn't the right one for each other

although we only been together for 2 months and 14 days
through this short period of time
i put in all my effort
and i feels that i still loves you
i have no regret been with you
i treasure every moments been with you
whether happy or sad
every single moments is precious to me

thanks for been with me all along till now.
thanks for all the memories that you had given me
i'll try not to love you that way, but just as friend
no matter what,
u still mean something special to me.
all i need for now is time.

i shall end this post with this meaningful song.

Buckcherry lead singer Josh Todd wrote this song about his wife. It is a love song about the troubles that you go through when you are in a relationship for a long time. It's also about being apart for a long time.

In an interview with radio station KNAC, Josh Todd was asked what, or who, was the inspiration for this song. Todd replied: "My wife. Just spending a long time away from her and the struggles of maintaining a relationship and being a music man, and all of that is really what 'Sorry' is about."

Sorry-Buckcherry

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

-take care my dear friend-

2008-06-04T22:15:00.006+08:00

I completed my 1st semester!!!
semester break started last week
2 weeks break is definitely no enough for us.
went genting , KL, Malacca, and Kluang last thurs and back on sun
nothing much, did lot of shopping at genting for 2 days.
shop till my legs aching
i never have problems with shopping
seriously i don't know what to buy,and what to choose.
spend around 200 plus for shopping
bought 6 shirts and another 2 presents
obviously is not only for me, myself only

although is a holiday
but i do went back to college for the si chuan earthquake fund raising project
and involve in promoting for our upcoming event which is our annual ball on 23rd of august at grand strait garden
no forgetting this coming sun have to work for the open day
damn tiring

Together We'll See Tomorrow - Sichuan Earthquake Relief Fund

enjoy the video

so happy get to meet up with linn
spend most my time with her
long time never see her
but too bad i didn't get to meet my darling shanu
she was in jb when i went to genting for holiday
when i'm back she gone
only will be able to see her end of this month
i'm so happy!!!
nithya is back
gonna meet up with april tomorrow
gonna spend my next 2 day with her.
shynee and esther coming back soon
janice and chia ee coming back this month
vanessa coming back next month
everyone iscoming back!!!
i miss the time when kkg hang out together..

spend time hanging out with college mates
went red box and play mahjong at terry and guok leen's house
even without someone else i still can enjoy my holiday.

but

frankly,

this is my first time that i don't like holiday at all.
i kena scolded from my mum today,
regarding my car problems,
keep nagging at me.

when i want to find someone to talk to
he not there for me
in the end i ended up talking to someone else
when i want to share my little happiness with you
you bring me down once again
message no reply
call never pick up
seriously i felt so disappointed
do u even care??
have you ever bother about my feeling??
i can't express my feeling
i kept everything inside
but there few time that i really couldn't take it
i talk to my twin
somehow the tears start rolling from my eyes
i told myself
no point shed a tear for this
but i just can't help it
From the inside, looking out -
I cry silent tears.
i broke down when i talk on the phone with my twin
we cried and hugging each other
i felt so insecure.
sometime i really loves the shirts that tom gave me
"FRIENDS ARE FOREVER, GUYS ARE WHATEVER"

i hope this is only temporary
no matter what

deep in my heart

i still miss you lots..

2008-04-13T18:38:00.004+08:00

went sg that day with shu pei

i forgot the name , but is super delicious

pei:" makan!"

ling:"Ooh, i finish the food, yummy!"

my new wallet from the wallet shop

new bag from converse, pls don't mention anything bout it

fabulous drink

best friends necklaces,

new necklaces i bought the other day from jusco

a very nice bracelet with my name on it from australia
thx to olivia's parent

last fri, after the phys cls a bunch of us went red box

the girls

Freshies' Nite

2008-03-30T22:41:00.007+08:00

Freshies' Nite is OVER!!!!
Argghhh...
it was a success.
had lots of fun taking photo

freshies'nite

nigel and brian posing infront camera

best dance performance!!!

the guys. leroy is missing in action

group picture with miss shiobhan

brian the lucky guy

peace

da jie da and ah beng

Leap years

2008-02-29T22:51:00.007+08:00

February 29 is a date that occurs only every four years, in years evenly diviible by 4, such as 1988, 1996, 2008 or 2016 (with the exception of century years not divisible by 400, such as 1900) for the Gregorian calendar, which is most widely used in the world today.these are called leap years , and February 29 is the 60th day of the Gregorian calendar in such a year, with 306 days remaining until the end of that year. February 29 is also known as bissextile day or Leap Day.

There is a tradition that women may make a proposal of marriage to men only in leap years, further restricted in some cases to only February 29. There is a tradition that in 1288 the Scottish parliment under Queen Margaret legislated that any woman could propose in Leap Year; few parliament records of that time exist, and none concern February 29. Another component of this tradition was that if the man rejects the proposal, he should soften the blow by providing a kiss, one pound currency, and a pair of gloves (some later sources say a silk gown). There were similar notions in France and Switzerland.

school has been usual, basically every week having test. my college's life is pretty fun yet tiring. let the pics below do the talking.

leroy's artwork

guess who is this??

pei curi taking photo during class

our bio lecturer

pei and oli

the mickey and minnie mouse

i cut my hair short!!!!

before..

my poor hair..

my new hairstyle

meaning of roses

2008-02-21T22:48:00.004+08:00

long time never visit my own blog. first of all,here the replies to all the tags.

moo moo, long time nvr heard from you. we didn't get to meet each other when you're back to jb during cny hols. miss you.

ee ling, college is pretty fun. i think mainly because of the people i'm mixing with, bunch of joker.however, i still miss my sec's life. i miss all my friends.

jan jan, everything is fine. i miss you so much. pei bully me shj.i'm jealous.ur life looks pretty good there. it seems like you enjoying urself and having lots of fun. must miss me k.

leen, fyi the blue thing is to cover my ugly face. so where are you working now??

THIS IS A VERY RANDOM POST.

Meaning of Roses

"Oh the roses are so lovely– thank you so much, dear.

So why did you give me fifteen stalks?" the girl asks.

"Huh? Hmm– well just thought the bouquet look nice with fifteen." Ha you just got yourself shoot!

The meaning of roses: the color of roses; the number of roses each has got their meaning.

Do you know that 11 roses represent "You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life"

whereas

15 roses represent "I am truly sorry, please forgive me"?

Now isn't that a total twist of the meaning for the roses you gave?

What had meant to be a message of love has just turned into a message of apology; implying you was guilty of something?

Before you try to impress that someone with that bouquet of roses,

make sure you know the meaning behind it,

the meaning of roses;

what the number of roses represent.

Meaning of Number of Roses:

Red
Sincere Love & Respect, Courage & Passion
Send red roses to convey the message of your passionate love for that someone; saying "I love you"

PINK
Grace and Gentility, the rose of sweet thoughts.
Send deep pink roses to show your appreciation & gratitude; saying "Thank you" Send light pink roses to convey admiration and sympathy

YELLOW
In the Victorian times, yellow roses meant jealousy. But today, they signify friendship, joy, gladness and freedom, the promise of a new beginning.
Send yellow roses to brighten up someone's day; to congratulate your friends and loved ones during Joyous occasions.

WHITE
Spiritual love & Purity, the rose of confession, the bridal rose; "You are heavenly", "I am worthy of you"
Commonly used as traditional bridal bouquet during weddings to symbolize a happy love. You can nevertheless use them to convey the message of "You are heavenly, I miss you"

LAVENDER
Love at first sight and enchantment
Send lavender roses of course, to convey the message of your "love at first sight" with that special someone. You can nevertheless also send them if you would like to make a special impression.

ORANGE
Passionate desire, pure enthusiasm and fascination
An excellent choice for a new relationship that you wish to pursue further. It can nevertheless also be referring to a new business partnership.

Meaning of Number of Roses:
-1 Rose Love at the first sight; you are the one

- 2 Roses Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

- 3 Roses I love you

- 6 Roses I wanna be yours

- 7 Roses I'm infatuated with you

- 9 Roses An Eternal love, together as long as we live

- 10 Roses You are perfect

- 11 Roses You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life

- 12 Roses Be my steady

- 13 Roses Secret Admirer

- 15 Roses I am truly sorry, please forgive me

- 20 Roses Believe me, I am sincere towards you

- 21 Roses I am devoted to you

- 24 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday

- 33 Roses Saying "I love you" with great affection

- 36 Roses I will remember our romantic moments

- 40 Roses My love for you is genuine

- 50 Roses Regretless love, this is

- 99 Roses I will love you for as long as I live

- 100 Roses Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age

- 101 Roses You are my one and only love

- 108 Roses Please marry me!

- 365 Roses Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday

- 999 Roses Everlasting and Eternal love

Now that you know the true meaning of roses, you won't go wrong.

"Do you know why I gave you a bouquet of 11 red roses, my dearest dear?

Cause you are my treasured one, the one I love most in my life" Hmm–?

Don't you think the girl will be more impressed with you?

Whatever the occasion,

there is always a rose color or combination that will express your feelings.

Isn't it more meaningful that you chose the color that conveys a specific message for that special someone?

The recipient might not truly understand the meaning behind the roses sent but well,

there's always the accompanying card?

Along with the roses, your message will be delivered.

2008-01-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

I GOT MY LICENCE!!!
today drove ard my tmn.
sooner or later i will be able to drive ard.

chia ee and nessa leaving to australia on this coming tues and wed.
don't know when gonna meet them again
so my dear fren pls take care urself.
i will miss you guys...

2008-01-19T11:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday meet up with nessa, sharm, yvonne at cs..
sue lynn joined us for lunch.
get catch up with all my fren
long time didn't see them already..
really miss all of your lots.
had lots fun ystd.
not forgetting, shen yee and eileen
we went and kacau them and got lots of free chocolate!!!
here some video and pics.

went out with linn and amah lee just now.
well, we keep talking all about our college life
we laugh and talk non stop
i think we getting bit too excited and our voice and laugher went louder and louder.
so everyone were staring at us.
we get use to it already.
well, we went shopping
this is wad normally girl do.
linn, amah,and me ,each of us bought two pairs of shoes.
pei bought 1 pairs
amah bought a skirts and pei bough a top.
linn got to leave.
then ,left the 3 of us
so we decided to go baskin robin
while waiting for the transport back.
we decided to take pics..
we try out the 'lala' pose..
here the pics..

this is wad we bought excluding the balloon,balloon is free of charge.

'LALA' POSE

ONE

TWO

THREE

FOUR

FIVE

GOLD FISH

shu pei is the big bully..

that all for today.
i miss all my friends..
<-- found this photo in yvonne's autograph

2008-01-02T15:28:00.000+08:00

a new year started.
well, 2007 is fabulous year.
i had my wonderful school year with my great friends
a lot things happened
either sour..sweet..or bitter.
2008 started
this marked the end of 2007
end of my sec life
college gonna start soon..
i'm sure i gonna miss lots of thing

i'm sure i will miss
-my friend
-hang out with my friend before tuition
-my jnrs
-my second home
-my beloved teacher
-my whole sec life esp upper sec
-etc..

well,last day of 2007
we had our last 2007 dinner with our jnrs
nithya and shanu hav to leave at 5 so they left earlier
i didn't go for any countdown party
i was too lazy
actually just plan to go home slp early
but after watched i am legend with shu pei
i was awake
so ended up sitting in front of my comp
well, i guess will have less blogging when college started

everyone leaving to kl..
only left a few of us still stuck in JB
neway, to all my fren
ALL THE BEST in 2008
no matter where you are
rmb to keep in touch

rmb our date on 2020

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

enjoy the pics

chun ling , pei, and me

shanu with her new hair cut

nithya and i

notice yee chen face

mr lim's face(1st attempt)

second attempt with the hair and moustache

third attempt added the ear

this is the end result
does it looks like mr.lim??

not forgeting my beloved jnrs..

2008-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
BYE 2007
WELCOME 2008

2007-12-20T01:43:00.000+08:00

i'm back from kl for 4 days but yet i haven do any bloggin bout my kl trip.i know now is a bit too late,but i'll still blog bout it..

on the 11 dec which is the day after my cousin's wedding.esther,shynee,shen yee,eileen,adeline chong and me,the 5 of us went KL. we actually planed our trip before our SPM. but we only booked our ticket,hotels etc.like 1 week before our trip.how terrible can we be.
well, our way to sunway pyramid tower hotel wasn't that easy. we took a bus to pudu bus station. the six of us suppose to sleep but yet we keep talking none stop,and our voice getting louder n louder. i really pity those passages who were in the same bus as us to KL.as usual,we made lots of noise, we tried to sleep but we couldn't i think we are too excited bout our trip.wow, after 4 hrs in the bus and the traffic jam near the stations.,we finally reach pudu bus station. we followed my dad instruction, first we took a LRT to Kelana Jaya.there is a interchange at masjid watever,(can't remember the name now.) then,we separated into 2 group n took a cab to the hotels.the room is actually for 2 person so while waiting for leen n esther to check in,the 4 of us stood infront of the lift,try to hide ourself.we settled down at ard 2 plus.

we had our late lunch at Tony Roma.the food was fantastic.
it looks so cute

onion ring

it looks so nice.

we went ice skating after our lunch. it really fun, i think everyone of us enjoying it. this is the third i went ice skating,and i didn't fall.not even once.muhahaha.i think most of the time we were checking out cute guy.in the end,only esther and i went ice skate.the other 4 standing at the dry spot,observing cute guy or iether the 'green shirt guy'.well,lots of fun we had during ice skating.from that onward our topic always connected to 3 matter.

this is actually an 'ok' sign

can figure out wad is this?? notice their finger,it shows 42.

ignore the words 'tea' so it said 'green'

all this 3 pics shown above is actually can be linked together. for any further information pls kindly refer to miss chi shen yee,miss esther lee,miss wong shynee,miss adeline chong, or me.
that it for ice skating.so we went grocery.bought some cup noodles and junk food.not forgetting the donut we had. we gossip till late night.

so cute and delicious right..

look at the amount of ppl

day 2, esther and i went for the breakfast in the morning. the food was pretty good, we tried our best to stuff everything in our mouth. after our breakfast, we went sunway lagoon. it was really fun. no pics was taken as we left all our valuable stuff in hotels. at night we catch a movie at sunway pyramid.after the movie,we watched malaysia team practicing ice hockey.
we didn't stayed up that night

ice hockey

day 3, we went shopping the whole day..my dad brought us to this teochew restoran.the food is nice.at night we decided to go walkie walkie around the hotel.we took quite lots of pics.
we decided to discover the swimming pool and gym at sunway hotel.in the end we ended up having fun.we worked out for atleast 2 and half hrs.

united we stand..

2007-12-18T01:45:00.000+08:00

i drove today!!!
well, i suppose to have my driving lesson today.
i was told by my instructor to drive all the way to taman perling when i was about to turn into the junction of taman daya's berjaya.
wow, i never drive at the main road before as this is my first driving lesson after my 3hrs of practical. so i bit nervous, but trust me driving is really fun.
well, as i mentioned.this was my first time driving on main road. taman daya to taman perling is not and easy task for me. my previous lesson, i drove like the turtle at the speed of 20. today , i drove at 60km/h. muhahaha. well, i didn't get the chance to learn driving today as lots of ppl this waiting for driving test. so again i drove back to taman daya. the worst part is i stuck in the perling's traffic jam. i pity my legs, damn tiring. thks god i'm reach home safely today, or else i won't be here blogging.

forgive me been a bit jakun here..

2007-12-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

i have been such a lousy blogger.so long i never update my blog. olivia pick a fight with me just because of this matter. i think is time for me to do some posting.
well, as i mentioned our class party was held at mutiara hotels on the 1 dec 2007. everything went smoothly. the food is damn nice, everyone dressed up nicely to suit our theme 'GLAMOROUS'
pics shall tell you the tales

i simply love this photo

wow...

the desserts looks so lovely

us.

jolene and i

hui ling and i

well, 1 yr passed. we have been together as a big yet lovely family. i love you guys. i never regret been as a student of 5 science 3.
we have lots of fun, and joy.
although we always kena scolding from the teachers but i really enjoy been part of the family
thanks for giving me such a wonderful and memorable yr before i leave the school
i will always remember everyone of ur
especially
5 SCIENCE 3

ps: more pics can be found at mutiply

2007-12-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

i'm here again.. so this will b my 2nd post of the day.
i suppose 2 blog bout the class party but i'm still waiting for some photo so i shud blog bout something else 1st..
i realise everyone had change their hairstyle
shy straighten her hair it make her hair look longer n she look prettier now..
nessa cut her hair n rebond her hair. she look cuter now..
well i change my hairstyle too..
but the only different between me n them is they straighten their hair whereas i curl mine..

wan look at it??

well..

hold your breath

this is the side view

forgive me being a poser, coz i juzt simply love my new hair style..

well..
my schedule is fully plan till the 14
~~Dec 1 class party~~
~~Dec 2 change my hairstyle~~
Dec 3 undang class
Dec 4 friend's party
Dec 5 so far free
Dec 6 & 7 out to sg wif vonn n hui ling they all
Dec 8 out to sg wif leen n gang
Dec 9 so far is free but plan to take undang test
Dec 10 cousin wedding
Dec 11 till Dec 14 Kl trip

that all for now..chao~

2007-12-02T16:22:00.000+08:00

heyz, ppl i'm back. i'm suppose 2 blog ystd but i came back a bit too late. so i'm here 2day 2 blog bout the fun n joy ystd. here it goes..

erm, i woke up late ystd, suppose woke up n 7.15 cos pei picking me up at 7.45 but yet i woke up at 8am. so i have 2 took a cab due to the reason that my mum is not around leaving me n my sis at home. i wasted 15 bucks 4 a cab from taman daya to taman tasek. but that make me realise 1 thing. rmb the black, rectangular shape thingy which found in every single cab, that it wad we normally called 'metre'. but ystd when istuck in the cab coz of the traffic jam, i saw e price happily jumping. i think i shud b a 'timer' instead of 'metre'..

lets skip the boring part. then i met up with shynee, eileen ,olivia n shen yee 4 movie. again i have no choice and took a cab. i got a nice jacket as my belated bdae present from them. leen n shy actually cheated me!!! this is hows the story goes..

when olivia, shen yee n me were happily shopping in the padini, suddenly we saw leen ran toward us..

leen: eh, ppl come..
olivia,shen yee n me: wad happen la??
leen: shy found a very nice jacket in front..
me: really??? i love jacket wei..

so the 3 of us ran 2 the front..

shy: look.. nice rite.. which colour nicer??
me: if me i will choose the green 1..
shy: ok la. i take the green 1.
shy: wad size??
me: i think u can fit into s..

at the same time i didn't realised that leen actually comparing my body size with the jacket..
so they went n paid. the 3 of us(olivia, shen yee n me) again loitering ard) then we back to e counter again. suddenly, shy n leen turn to me n pas that plastic bag 4 me
Happy belated birthday present 4 u..
seriously i bengang. i actually chose my own present..hahha

Back to the movie. we watch "ENCHANTED" I think it was ok. for we it likes a combination of snow white n cinderella. i mean the beginning part n e ending. have been ages since we can rested our butt in cinema n catch a nice movie. i still can rmb my very last movie was Harry Potter. at least bout 3 mths i didn't watch movie.. we saw lots of ah beng n ah lian in other words 'lala' bcoz cs were havin this band show. i have no comment on it.. other than ah beng n ah lian. guess hu we saw??? rmb that 7 o'clock show the 'kong rong' n 'ruan mian mian' (i can't rmb her name in dat show) or to be more acurrate is 'huang jun xiong' and 'liu zhi xuan' ( olivia, i found their real name. hahaha) we chase after them n manage to take a pics with them.. dun b jealous k..hahhaha. seriously they are so tall and look much more better compare in the tv show. i felt so sad standing next to them. i'm so short!!!! i want grow taller!!!! i shall present ur the photo..

i know all of us look retarded here. bcoz we were too excited when we saw them walking pass.

after the phot taking session we (except shen yee) went to leen hse 2 get ready for our class party.. olivia was waiting 4 her dad 2 pick her up from leen hse..
that for now...

coming up..
class party at mutiara hotel.

2007-11-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

AFTER 11 YEARS OF STUDIES...

AFTER 3 WEEKS OF EXAM..

FINALLY....

SPM IS OVERRRRR!!!!!!

ps: more post will be coming out soon.

trials is over

2007-09-14T20:43:00.000+08:00

finally exam is over..i'm here to have a proper post, through out the past 3 weeks, my book was one of my companions but not the one and only companions.something i just don't know what wrong with me, i just can't get myself off from the computer.every night after study 4 while,i'll automatics walk towards my computer and nicely sit in front watching some dram or browsed through you-tube and stuff like that.(sometime my legs is out of controls). only the night before physics i won't not dare to even touch my keyboard, as my really freak out for my physics and surprisingly it was quite easy compare to previous paper..

through out this three weeks

i spend 20% of my days day dreaming

20 % of my day watching drama.
i'm really a drama addict.. i can watch drama nearly 24/7 without failed. while my friend sitting right in front of the tv waiting for 7pm. singapore shows, on the othe rhands, i'll b sitting in front of computer watching all type of drama, japanese, korea, or even taiwan drama, this is something i prefer to watch instead of sg's shows. this is one of the drama i had been watchin lately even till now.

20% of my days to 0n9
browsing through the website or you tube although i knew that nothing 2 do.. downloadin shows..just the day before BM paper, i was studyed for my komsas and browsed through youtube at the same time i found a few interested video.. i, personal feel is quite amazing. hope your like it.. rmb drop ur comment bout it..

Japan CHAMPION 1st asian cheerleading competition in

seriously i felt their skills is much more better compare to our country. their stunts is like quite nice and quite seragam. next i shall represented you our MALAYSIA TEAM...

Malaysia in Japan (1st asian cheerleading competition)

actually i personally feel that, Malaysia team really did their best. and its outcome ready not bad..
next is Singapore's Team..

singapore @ japan 1st asian cheerleading competition

after watching Malaysia and Singapore's team. what do you think about each of their team performances. i felt nothing special about Singapore's performances i expected more from them. i thought they won't be better than Malaysia. above is all my personal's opinion

Indonesia in JAPAN (1st asian cheerleading competition)

one last video. is the best ever stunts i hav seen before.. it fantastic. i doubt any of us can do it and they only around 7 or 8 years old and did it so nice and beautiful.. it was amazing hope your like it..

CHEERLEADING From Japan Best Ever special Stunt!!

Other than day dreaming, wacthing drama, on9 .. basically i spend it on sleepin , study and lots of crap.. i shouldn't have continue like this anymore.. gosh , SPM is less than 2 months. i should have more self discipline.. ish..

neway, that all for now, tmr going singapore..
will update if i'm able to..
hope u enjoy e post and video..
tata~

2007-08-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

Your Deadly Sins
Sloth: 80%

Greed: 60%

Envy: 40%

Gluttony: 40%

Wrath: 20%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 34%

You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.

How Sinful Are You?

2007-07-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

as someone requested it so i shall post a shout out now..
HAPPY BELATED BELATED BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MISS YAP SHU PEI 17 july 2007
aka
TWIN
aka
LEADER
aka
BOYFRIEND ataupun GIRLFRIEND (can't remember which one)
aka
....
(the list go on and on)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS CHI SHEN YEE 31 JULY 2007

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, MY PRIMARY FREN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS ADELYN NG 31JULY 2007

fantastic lunch

2007-07-28T22:43:00.000+08:00

finally exam is over!!i hate this test, seriously 1hr paper was terrible.although it only last for 3days but the paper were so terrible,rush like mad.after 3days of struggling with all the text books

we had a small celebration together with all the f5 interactors at yew's cafe.. the food was damn good.the pics will their you all.. more pics can be found at my multiply..

appetizer

main course

esther's food

pei's food

mine
desserts

look at the bill

candid pics

look at leen's tongue

leen hand at olivia's head

this time is sharm's head

olivia wanted to run away,linn chasing after her

girl always like to take pics, no matter where and when izzit

ps:girl,muz get well soon. we waiting for you 4 join us soon..miz u

2007-07-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

i''m lazy 2 blog bout it so i' m juz uploaded a few pic bout shanu's bdae party..

wan noe bout it can check out nessa's blog or olivia's blog
more pics [here]

e poor pinata ended up like dis..

twister again..

the b'day cake..

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next
i shall present ur lingesh's mini
i won't deny dat it look cute from its very own and unique outlook
but if sat on it is another different story
i'm sad 2 said dat but is true
1st time in my whole life i feel so happy as i'm much more taller den e car
practically all of us was laughin n screamin thru out e whole journey n it did attract lots of attention bcoz of e nice colour dat mango choose
so ppl think twice b4 u get in e car
or else u will ended like dis 4 lil gal

good news for vinesh...
i found ur baby shrek
which currently suspended kena kidnapped
was found on the 14 of july
lets haf a look..
isn't cuter..

2007-06-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

FOR MY TEAMMIE

MY BELOVED NO.4

MY PARTNER!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANU!!!

2007-06-17T16:49:00.000+08:00

best shot of the day..

2007-05-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

i hate blogger, i had a hard time just 2 upload those pic
this explain y i didn't post 4 so long
went kuala terengganu for my jnr national comp on e 26 & 27 may..
e pic will tell u more bout it..

dis was taken when were leaving

my room..

dis is how our room looks like

after .. dis is how it turns out

compare our room and their room..

my table.. full of stuff

we had dis program called lawatan kuala terengganu

looks nice..

hav a look at the other side

is resort!!

back 2 the university again

see, our high-tec application

candid pic.. looks like some kind of maggie advertiseme

no.3 (da, zhong, xiao)

pei wanted 2 take dis

this is wad she took, and it turn out nice

just woke up.. damn tiring

closing caremony, look at the amount of ppl. i hate this moment

e brand new goldcup..

finally, the goldcup is back 2 johor, or can said it back to jb..
although ur didn't win but i witness e whole comp.. ur did pretty well, i had seen ur grown up..
ur got back 2 challenge trophy back.. dis is e 1st time in history our sch got 1st in marching for national comp.. i'm really proud of u guyz..

2007-05-19T19:34:00.000+08:00

small truth to make our lives 100%~~

if A B C D E F G H I J K L M N OP Q R S T U V W X Y Z
is equal to
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 1213 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

then

hardwork
=H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K
=8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11
= 98%only

knowledge
=K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E
=11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5
= 96%only

love
=L+O+V+E
=12+15+22+5
=54% only

luck
=L+U+C+K
=12+21+3+11
= 47% only(don't most of us think this is mostimportant???)

then

what makes 100% is it money? ..... leadership? ......
every problem has a solution,
only if we perhaps change our attitude.
to go to the top, to that 100%.
what we really need to go further, abit more.......

attitude
=A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E
=1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5
= 100%
it is our attitude towards life andwork that makes our life 100%

2007-05-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

here come e month of may..

soon june..
july .....
and finally

november..

wow.. time passes really fast

when on january
spm is still semi-conscious

when it come 2 february
spm was dreaming

when it come 2 march
spm was sleeping

when it come 2 april
spm was yawning

when it come 2 may
spm regain consciousness

when it come 2 june
spm will be crawling

when it come 2 july
spm will be walking

when it come 2 august
spm will be jogging

when it come 2 september
spm will be running

when it come 2 october
spm will be speeding

when it come 2 NOVEMBER
i will be screaming!!

and e worst is when it come 2 march 2008
i will be dead!!!

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happy birthday 2 my sis- hou wern

2007-04-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

i ~~skipped~~ school 2day!!!

suppose 2 go 2 sch 2day but i decided 2 sleep at home
suppose 2 haf e farewell party 4 pn habibah but i didn't attend [thank god she is gone, she shud leave earlier]
suppose 2 hav fun at e backstage but i didn't participate
suppose 2 take down e deco wif all e itrs but i'm nt 1 of them
suppose 2 hand in my moral folio 2day but i nt yet started
suppose 2 hand in my bio theory bk 2day but i hvn complete
suppose 2 study 2day but i nt at home
suppose 2 study right now but i'm blogging

i'm such a failure whatelse can i do!!!

i'm lookin forward 4 more iu pic and video...
so if u hav any pls kindly send it 2 me!!!!

2007-04-28T13:59:00.000+08:00

finally i decided 2 get rip my laziness n start blogging..

so juz go on n read bout it..

if i left out anything will add on it next time

n eny1 gt iu pics pls kindly send it 2 me..

i wan more i u pics!!

thanks thanks..

lets start...

WELCOME

2 OUR 20TH INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING DAY

next..

20th International Understanding Day

it launched successfully.. thks 2 all e itrs esp e f5.dis is our last event n thk god it happen 2 b a success.. how fast time flies, i still can rmb my 1st ever iu ITALY working 2gether wif all e snr,evrything like juz happen ystd.. but now, my last event,last iu redy over!! its over!!!

they is bunch of ppl i would like 2 thks..

so ppl pls bear wif it..

1st of all

mrs ignatius thks 4 all ur support,all e prayes 4 us n all e encouragin

pn geetha all e comment, idea, n support..plus ur help!!

OKU PPL

nithya cultural dance,probs n 4 e modern dance

esther even thought u nt ard, but ur heart is always wif us

sharm superduper nice cultural dance, souvenir [ i luv it 2 max] ,n e doorgift

shynee nice booklet with e mafan sponsor inside plus time spend at double A 2gether wif e lame ppl wif all e lame joke

olivia soree trouble u lotz of time due 2 e financial probs.. n thk 4 e dedication list

eileen thks 4 evrything, all ur effort makin dis iu success!!

shanu 4 all e sponsor n e nice food..

shenyee all e time company me buy all e stuff n walk all e way back 2 sch n 4 all e article

thanks zoey 4 all e help n idea..thks 2 all e itrs, ur did a gd job..without any of ur.. it wouldn't b a success.. prensatation, was pretty nice..thank 2 kimberly n serah. e backdrop is nice, thanks 2 yi thng, suba n e gang.. modern dance, thanks 2 melissa, hu help us choreograher e dance..and our very own dancer, eileen,janice,olivia,shu pei, nithya,esther,shen yee, chunling, last but nt least my partner, miss wong shynee[hu always telling me muz lost weight]..n thanks all e snr hu turn up on dat day, glad 2 c ur present dat day.. n all our guest hu make a effort to present on dat day..

e walk in..

special thank 2 shanu,shynee, shen yee n jnrs

nt 4getting our jungle director-vivian tan

our very own banner

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

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CONVENT INTERACT CLUB 2006/2007 ROCK!!!!

2007-04-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

dream

i haf dis weird dream juz now..
i dream i haf dis phone..
it look like sum kind of lousy phone
i couldn't really rmb but if i'm nt mistaken is nokia 3310.(it is a lousy phone)
but dun judge e bk by its cover
dis phone is very special although e outlook is nt very nice
dis phone haf a special funtion
it can brin me 2 e past
n bring me 2 e future
is pretty cool
i can control e time
i can go 2 anywhere at anytime
i really enjoy my dream
but when i woke evrything gone
no dream, no joy
i ended wif nth
n i hafta face e reality
which is pretty sad
sum1 said dat
ur dream will reflect ur real life
sumtime wad u wants will happen in ur dream..
mb i wish 2 could go back 2 e past
my best memories~

2007-04-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

movie marathon

friday

saturday

sunday

what next????

2007-04-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

2day after had lunch wif shy,est, n chia ee

i took bus home

i duno why but 2day i feel so scare when i'm in e bus

mb coz of e 'pendatang asing'

1 big group of them was in e bus

n they like 2 stare at ppl

wif dat kind of look which make u feel so uncomfortable

n is like they send u a signal

telling u dat

" u betta becareful dun let me catch u alone coz i will rob u!!!"

i noe is nt gd 2 judge e bk by its cover but

juz can't help it

coz dey r e 1 hu make me feel dat

dey might b 1 nof those hu did all jenayah case

example:

der dis guy hu sat bside dis gurl

he was starin at her all e time

n lookin at her magazine

n he move closer 2 her

e worst is e gurl actually wore a mini skirt

mb is nt a mini skirt but e skirt is short

n when she start msgin

e guy stare at her phone again

WTH. i mean wad is he gonna do wif her msg??

wad he wan c other ppl msg..

den when i reachin my hse i took out e keyz

n dis another guy was givin a very weird n scary look

so as usual i took out my security spray

by then only he stop starin at me

thx god i brought it evrywher i go

it sav my life..

now a day e keamanan di malaysia is getting worst

juz flick thru e newspaper n u able 2 c

robbery case.. o sum1 murder sum1 else

those kind of news

dis juz sumting very common n it hs been like part of our life

but i juz don't understand

y dey wan kill ppl or even beat e victim after e gt wad dey wan

isn't a bit ridiculous

do dey ever think for those victim's family

how will they feel after they hear bout ur son,daughter o sum1 dat u really close 2 die

how would they feel

do dey really think bout it

hello, u also gt ur own family k

evry1 gt their own family wad if 1 day sum1 kill u purposely

how would ur mum react

can ur like put urself in other ppl shoes

stop been so cruel!!!

the main reason dat cause all this kind of thing happen is also bcoz our police in malaysia ~~SUCK~~ till max

no matter wad, u haf 2 admit it whether u belief o nt

bcoz it redy a statement ~~nt a question~~

u dun belief me

fine juz think bout it
juz compare our police in m'sia wif e police at s'pore

nt need me 2 made so clear

u shud noe..

i shall nt explain anymore further

next let tok bout sch

can u imagine dat

a total of bout 10 ppl lost their money juz bcoz they left theri wallet in their bag while they havin exam in e hall

n our exam laz 4 2 week

e stupid fella actually juz repeat e same old action how many times

n dis happen in smk ij convent

can u imagine dat convent actually hav dis kind of student or i shud call her thief

dis nt e 1st time

dat fella muz b damn rich la

ppl havin headach n all e stress doin paper while she happily steal ppl money

duno wad is malu ke

e stupid fella u betta watch out

once we catch u

u gonna b so dead!!!!

2007-04-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

finally u c me bloggin coz my toolbar is back...

recently lot ppl b'dae..

didn't get 2 wish them personally

coz of hols n also my connection probs..

here wan send my wishes 2 each of them i noe redy a bit too late but is e thought dat count

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 EE LING 1st april

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 APRIL 2nd april

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 MY LOVELY MUMMY 3rd april

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 WEI LING 4th april

haf a earlier celebration 4 my mummy on laz sat coz my dad would not b ard on dat day

haf japanese food at permas

damn nice..

juz love dat shop...

esp e unagi tempura set

love it till max...

den we found dis guess wad dat(shown in below)
clue: * is suppose 2 4 u 2 drink

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is actually sum tom yam spicy soup

nt a pot of tea

we got so amused

esp my mum

she tot it came 2gether wif e set..

finally exam is over by we only gt less than a mth 2 prepare 4 our mid yr

dat fantastic

imagine tchr gonna tchr 2,3 chapters less than a mths

dun u tink we able 2 absorb

our brain does not made up of sponge like sponge bob

i wish i could change it 2 sponge juz like wad cheng wanted us 2 b

so i able 2 absorb more n faster

become terang hati...

but too bad i can't

btw iu is cuming

busy wif all e duty

haf lotz fun doin all e duty

my laz event n also my laz duty 4 my sec sch

so muz make sure dat is successful

if ymun is reading dis post

i would like 2 inform u dat

we haf found ur successor

i'm proud 2 announced dat she is

VANESSA HO TING CHING

guess wad??

dis gal spill whole red pelaka on e floor at biolab

unfortunely e red pelaka kena her shoes

isn't sound familar 2 all e itr..

it happen b4 on 2005

e history repeat again

pity e shoes cannot b use again..

shu pei n i wif e helped of another 2 f3 gals was busy saving all e pelaka

n a new cinderella story happen in smk ij convent

i started it

e main character vanessa lee n vanessa ho

vanessa lee is e cinderella coz she was helpin nessa 2 clear up her mess

nessa on the other hand bcame e stepsister hu did squeeze e kain buruk dry 1st b4 clean e table..

hahahah

so mean la me..

hav a closer look..

last but nt least

CONGRAT 2 E SOFTBALLER U-15

AND GD LUCK 2 E SOFTBALLER U-18

ALL E BEST

N PLAY E BEST!!!

2007-03-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

th#Q1:WHAT IS DISSAPOINTED??
*A1:LET DOWN,SADDENED,THWARTED IN HOPE,DESIRE,OR EXPECTATION

#Q2:WHAT IS DISSPOINTMENT??
*A2:UNHAPPINESS CAUSED BY THE FAILURE OF ONE'S HOPES,DESIRES, OR EXPECTATION

#Q3:DO YOU EVER FELT DISSAPOINTED BEFORE??
*A3:YES I DID..AND IT REALLY HURT..

#Q4:WHEN IS THE TIME DAT YOU REALLY DISSAPOINTED??
*A4:WHEN I'M IN F3 AND DIS YR

#Q5:WHO IS THE MAIN CAUSE OF THAT??
*A5:SUM1 DAT I REALLY CARE ALOTZ..

why evrytime we will ended up like this...
we did our best juz wish dat u all wouldn't ended up like us
wouldn't get hurt juz like how we were
shower ur with all our care n love
but in the end wad we get is another broken heart...

sum1 use 2 tel me dat
hardwork will always pay off,
always put in ur heart n soul into evrything u do
n u will get the result..
i use 2 belief dat
but now dis sentences seen like abit fake or either nt true..
we put in all our EFFORT
but dis is wad i get..

i used to tink dat you are different
you are the most sensible most responsible most obedient
but the fact juz prove me
i'm was wrong
mb i'm blind laz time
mb you juz cover ur true colour
o u hav changed to sum1 else dat i can't recognize at all,
this i duno
u noe urself betta than every1 else..
but how could u juz turn ur back on me..
i'm invisible now..
o mb i'm juz nt good enuf...
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ystd went sg wif shu pei
finally bought dat bag
the 1 dat i wanted it so much since the 1st time i saw it
it really pretty but it cost me a bom!!!
pei bought another bag also..
so your will b seeing us goin 2 sch wif our new bag on mon..
happy**
celebrated sinying birthday ystd..
but didn't get to spend much time wif her..
atleast a bought ur favourite chocolate for you..
glad dat you luv it to max..
neway,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINYING..

on the other hand,
i juz gonna screw my setara..
coz i didn't study at all...
dat still bout 1 week more 2 go..
may god bless me..

2007-02-22T10:58:00.000+08:00

harloeeee... finally gt the inspiration to blog.since new year started i hvn bein doin much, evryday laze at home doin nth. no exactly doin nth,i did do sumting,sumting dat useless.wadever,i dun tink ur wan noe bout detail..

let tok bout the the new year. b4 i continue i wish evry happy chinese new year!!!dis was wad i had been hearin frm evry1 but dis yr my new yr doesn't seen 2 b dat fun as previous yr. y i sae so, compare 2 previous yr dis yr i gt most of the ang pao frm my aunt on chinese new yr eve, isn't suppose 2 receive on the 1st day of chinese new yr. that y dis yr i doesn't feel like really celebrating cny. but why?? why they giv the ang pao earlier?? let me tell u. coz most of them might nt b back on the first day of chinese new yr. all went missing, MIA 2 sum other places. n most of my cousins went to girlfriend hse instead of joinin us. i tot the girlfrined suppose 2 b the 1 hu follow her boyfriend 2 his hse pai nian. the society is different now. now e girl gt all the power... wadever, is kinda ~~dissapointed~~ in sum way, no more fun, no more joy.. hardly meet each other as every1 grow older yet still dun appreciate it..~~wadever juz go ahead wadever ur wan..~~

so kinda pathetics dis yr. so far my acc for my ang pao money is rugi kasar compare 2 laz yr, less ang pao dis yr. suppose 2 visitin ppl share all e joy n happinese n spread e cina luv but evry1 nt ard, semua balik kampung. pity miss wong shynee can't on9 but i tink she hav fun shoppin at kl.

ystd keegan n xunhao( if i'm nt mistaken) pick us ,linn nessa n me 4 breakfast at sentosa.. hav lotz fun.. suprisingly dis time he drove faster compare 2 last time. e speed from max 40 increase to min 80. but soree always lead u to e wrong way frm my hse 2 linn hse. but nt my fault also, i hardly been 2 linn's hse..den we back 2 nessa hse 4 mahjong!!! keegan suppose 2 join us but he wanted 2 slp so balik rumah..pig la u!! nessa as our shifu teach her tudi linn n me how 2 play mahjong. but nt bad, we did win a few time.dis is our first time 2 play mahjong k. but i'm kinda
blur at e beggining but lotz fun in between.. den edwin pick us 4 movie we watch music n lyrics.
damn sweet.. i wish sum1 will compose a song 4 me as well.but too bad i dun hav the luck..then we back 2 nessa hse 4 mahjong again till 10..i'm kinda addicted redy.. mahjong!mahjong!mahjong!
i tok sum photo..

mahjong.. hahaha

nessa wif her cheecky look..

u shud noe hu is dis..

my first winnin game ever..

snoopy set.. i wish i can get 1 too..*hint hint

original fire-grilled burger, anyone??

dis is mine...

linn n me..

mushroom!!! damn cute juz remind me of my same old hairstyle..

pei dis is 4 u..

for linn...

n dis is 4 keegan..

lazt but nt least
dis is 4 my beloved VANESSA HO

2007-02-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

holidays!!!
test ended on thurs
so linn,pei n i juz decided 2 went out 4 movie after our chem tui
erm huh..
we duno wad 2 watch coz dat few nice movie..
in the end we watched NORBIT
coz we felt dat we really need a gd laugh after test..

as usual gals like 2 take pics
but 2 bad shy can't join us
been yrs dat kkg didn't get 2 go out 2gether gether
here sum pics we took dat day..

next day went 2 sch

dat thing dat really pissed me off~

i shall nt mention it here

now is chinese new year so i shall nt get angry...

wanted 2 update more but recently i'm addicted 2 dis taiwan show

so i tink i'll update more next time...

2007-02-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

FOO HOU LING U GONNA B SO DEAD!!!!
oh gosh!!! cumin mon, exam!!!!!
i haven been study much
i didn't follow e schedule s wad i plan earlier
i haven finish wad i suppose 2 study
i haven been doin much 4 my test
i did NOTHING...

bad news..
i wud b able 2 study on sat n sun s well
oh gosh!! smart gal
i tink soon i gonna enter principal's room
o either my parent gonna receive another call again due 2 my poor result..

ppl pray hard 4 me n wish me luck s well~~
study!!

2007-02-04T02:08:00.000+08:00

I Love you Not

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.

Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?

Boy: Something has come up...

Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.

Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.

Boy: Baby, are you there??

Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??

Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..

Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: I'm leaving...

Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.

Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.

Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.

Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.

Girl: I can't believe this.

[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiouslyERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off thedamn phone!! (And hangs up).]
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.

Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.

Boy: Would you run away with me?

Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!

Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..

Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.

Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving onflight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he givesher a note.]

Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.

Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)

Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.

Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)

[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]It says...

"Erica,
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did theright thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.

- Ricardo"

[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]...

A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely...

Then she gets a phone call....

Friend: How are you feeling?

Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.

Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...

Girl: Umm.. okay.

[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,

It says:"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will....

I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]

Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.

Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!...

Erica turns the T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.

[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]...

A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good

2007-01-31T20:58:00.000+08:00

guess wad dis??
is our beloved moo moo
cheng shows it 2 us 2day durin bio
is quite intersting isn't juz by lookin at those organ of e moo moo
n dis thing cost bout 200 plus if i'm nt mistaken
but we only can c cannot touch
n dun ask me how i able 2 catch dis photo..
dat no need 4 me 2 tell u
u shud noe s well

i'm being a bit 'fei' 2day
after all e pp n cheering
now i'm damn tired
tmr gt triple tuition
suppose 2 b public hols isn't it
but it turn out worst than a sch day
sad..

2007-01-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

ppl realise e countdown box at e side
is 2 remind u guyz SPM is cuming
so less BLOGGING!!
more STUDY!!
so off9 n STUDY
actually nt much 2 blog about
as i mentioned earlier on..
my ping pong comp juz next week
mon, tues n hopefully wed
so i had been skippin cls 2 e pass 2 day 4 training
actually more chit chatin than practicing
next mon cumin soon
e thing is i dun wan 2 skip my bio cls
i wan c how amazin e frog,fish n goat's heart looks like
i'm curious bout it..
n it will b lotz of hw 4 me 2 complete
n i sad thing is i gonna skip my tui AGAIN
i wan go 4 tuition but my comp only start at 2
sad~
signing off
my whole body is aching like mad...

2007-01-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

PISS~~
2day cheng called my mum regarding my poor result of diagnostic test..
she wan me 2 consider droping bio
o even more subs...
she even told my mum dat nt 2 let me take 11subs..
i duno wad tchr wan..
evrytime enter her cls
she will keep tellin us dat drop bio,drop bio
by right tchr gt no choice 2 force e student 2 drop bio if we refuse 2...
as a tchr ur job is 2 teach e student n nt persuade e student 2 drop e sub.
out future is on our hand nt urs..
so we r e 1 hu gonna decide wad we wan nt u..
soree bout my post but i hav 2 letting out my anger..
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neway i sad 2 said dat..
i might gonna skip cls soon
my ping pong comp is comin
shud b next week
n i'm nt well prepare
so ppl wish me luck...
gonna study redy
juz wan 2 prove those ppl dat sc3 nt a banch of hopeless ppl
piss off~

2007-01-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

nt suppose 2 on9 now but dat sumting nice 2 blog about 2day

i'm juz can't wait 2 tell u guyz

2day is such a meningful day..

too bad 4 those ppl hu miss e trip 2 ulu tiram

is really nice 2 help ppl

let tok bout wad happen 2day

dis is our 1st community service 4 our term

n is 1 of best so far

most of ur sure agree wif me

bcoz dis time we went n help ppl those hu really need help

instead of acting 2pid o cute infront of e children 4 e past few time

i'm nt saying dat playin wif e children was 2pid

but dis is sumting more meaningfull compared 2 dat

rite??

atleast we felt e satisfaction

eventhought was tiring but we really enjoyed it

come 2 e isi..

i woke up early

n i reach sch at 6.40am

i was e 1st 2 b in e whole sch

damn scary.. i tot meet up at sch by 6.45

so i called shy n she told me dat dey change e time 2 7 am

luckly mrs ignatius came n company me at sch

atleast i'm nt alone

esther came than follow by e rest

n e 1 hu holdin e key of bilik wawasan came e latest

haihz yoh, tak baik lah.

hahah u noe hu r u...

hhehehe
den we boarded e bus n we off frm sch..

a total of 9 f5s n 12 f4s n our tchr advisor

we had lotz fun in e bus

enjoyed hunting niya

nit:u tink i scare of u huh

wad oli looking at??n wad is she doin??

den e bus stop a dis mamak stall

we had our free breakfast

food again..

evrytime without fail rtn. will provide lotz of food 4 us

they will always make sure we had enuf food 2 eat..

b4 we leave evry1 berebut-rebut infornt of e toilet..

line:finally is my turn..hahah

ppl:wad make her take such a long time in e toilet..

then we got up e bus n continued our mission

niya hunting

on the way 2 e kampong we saw e surrouding of e houses was covered wif

mud.. evrything destroyed

i manage 2 catch sum photo of e condition there..

pretty sad 4 them
dis is e houses juz right opposite thier road

no1 staying der

so i feel e goverment shud move them to dis area

for free...
so we reach there bout 9 plus

we stopped at dis temple as dat is e centre of kampong oren

unloaded all e food

dis is juz part of it

n divided ourselves into 3 grps

2 distributed wadever we hav 2 e villagers..

let start work

shynee n shen yee damn luckly gt dis trolley 2 use

unlike us holding all e packets wif our hand

is really happy that distributes food 2 e villagers..
eventhougth e amount we gav is nt alotz

but

they appreciated

when u pass them e food

they will giv u a sincere smile n say thx

that feeling is vry hard 2 describe...

shynee, esther, shen yee n me we ran back wif e trolleys 2 get more food frm 2 temple 2 b distributed

is juz like a physical training 4 us

running up hills n down hills wif e trolley

it s look like quite fun actually is nt easy

but we enjoyed it..

e condition of e hse is really terrible

but e ppl here r quite nice

they help each other 2 clean e hse

which barely can't b seen at jb

dat is dis guyz even help his neigbour hu r out 4 work 2 keep sum food

really touch

n dis old woman i'm quite pity her

she can't even entered her hse

her hse covered wif all e mud

we wanted 2 help her bring in e food but she said insisted dat no need

so b4 we leave we manage 2 take a photo wif here 4 of us n e lady wif a happy smile

dis is e condition of her hse

juz like wad shy mentioned on her blog

e four of our shoes happened 2 b e cleanest among e rest of them

is nt dat we played cheat o wad

is bcoz e 4 of us know how 2 take care of our shoes

we went thru e same place as ur but our shoes still cleaner than ur

esp nessa,manly bcoz i didn't soaked my shoes in e mud..

from a totally white shoes bcame a brown colour shoes..

hahah, u muz haf a hard time washin ur shoes..

e mud there is much more terrible den wad we saw in our sch field

n here u able 2 c different type of mud..

so gals stop complaining bout our sch field..

again e 4 of us, mb only shy n me was quite amuse wif e mud

n we heard frm e treasure of kpg.oren dat

der is dis old lady stay alone wif her grdchild

n she need help 2 clean e hse

we wanted 2 help her but we gt no enuf time

so sad, hope sum1 wud b able 2 help her

so we manage 2 distribute all we hav 2 3 different jln

jln kiambang,jln melor, n jln melati

really thx our tchr advisor

mrs ignatius hu help us thru

coz nt all e tchr willing 2 sacrified their own weekend

soree i tink tchr muz hav a hard time controlling us

jaga our safety

esp when e 4 of us pushing e trolley across another jln

tchr nearly gt heart attack bcoz of dat..

group pics b4 we leave .. isn't look like a football team wif all e mud on our shoes

after e distribution we went back

2 e same mamak stall again..

had our lunch b4 heading 2 jb

again rtn. muz make sure we eat n get enuf food

evry1 look damn tired but u can c evry1 wif a smiling face

den we gained our energy n hunting niya again..

had lotz fun

wad u trying 2 do

start her long stories again

look at her face... funny wei

evry1 back with a happy face

tiring

wad sara doin stuff her head in her bag...

candid shot

den shynee n i got down at pandan n took a cab home..

back home, clean up

wash my shoes

n falls asleep..

heheh

is such a long day

tired yet fun

is a very gd memories

evry1 u did a great job 2 day

nt only e interactor

n also convent gals hu donated their stuff..

thx ppl..

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dis also shows dat

interact club is NOT a ~~social club~~

is more toward service

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2007-01-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

finally i get e chance 2 blog.. out of suddenly i juz miss blogging..mb i shud reward myself juz like wad pn emilda said, we shud reward ourself sumtime like on9 watchin tv instead of study 24 hours dis e way 2 make life more interesting.. now redy like e 3rd week of sch n i hvn been bloging bout my sch life since e sch started.. so dis yr unfortunately i drop cls 2 science 3..i can't blame any1 on the other hand, i shud blame myself 4 nt study hard enuf.. i knew lot of ppl always look down on dis cls, i also heard lotz frm other ppl sayin dat 'if you are in science 3 ,u are so dead.. u can't c ur future' i dun care wad other ppl like 2 said bout us, mb ur gav up hope on us, but hu care?? we juz gonna b ourself, n doesn't mean dat science 3 student can get a betta result than a science 1 student..nth is impossible rite.. i can't deny dat i was quite sad coz of dropin cls but till 2nd week of sch i realise dat i felt much more happier stayin in dis cls. evry1 is so friendly like a big family care for one another is so different frm sc1 or either sc 2.. sumhow i really happy dat i'm in dis cls atleast evry1 nt so fake, help each other.. 1st week tchr redy giv us a to do list n no to do list

to do list

-study

-do all homework

-tuition

-concentrate in class

-revise evrything

no to do list

-no internet

-no radio

-no tv

-no movie

-no hp

-avoid evythin dat has a screen

-shopping

-skipping cls

-no involve wif any activity,society

-....still more to go

dis yr sport day falls on 5 of march.. finally we manage 2 get 2 use e stadium on dat day.. n i gonna try sumting dat i nvr try b4.
dis yr, gonna b my 1st time marching on sport day itself.. happy is nt bcoz of marchin is bcoz i gonna march 4 st john..nvr once 1 march b4 during sport day.. n my first time is march 4 st john, luckly insisted dat i dun wan 2 run 1500m dis yr.. but i gonna run 800m dis yr, i tot i can retire redy since i redy gt successor.. nvm lah dis is my laz yr redy so mb i shud accept it.. but i gonna b 1 of e last i guess, sudah tua..oh yea, did i ever mention b4 i'm in CHEERING too.. isn't bit surprise dat i joined cheering.. it looks quite fun neway, so my fren n i juz giv a try so n so.. shy ,shen yee n me got in.. dat sumting new.. nvr expect me will join cheering rite.. coz i dun tink next time i will hav any chance 2 join when i left sch so i dun wan 2 regret later on so juz giv myself a chance..wow!! so i gonna march,run n cheer 4 dis yr sprot day, so i dun need 2 do duty on dat day...shhhh... dun tel any1,juz keep it 2 urself..

past few day had been rainnin lotz,most of e places was floodin n dis juz reminded me of dis stupid andy guyz hu cheated dis 2 innocent gals.. shy rmb i told u b4,if he cheated us sumting bad will revenge on him while our kindness will pay off.. dis is true ppl, when u do sumting bad u juz wait,1day sumting bad will happen on u or even worst than dat, on the other hand if u do sumting gd, sumting gd will happen 2 u.. actually is e same principle.. ppl out der , betta trust wadever i said coz i experienced it b4.. after e 2pid andy guy, dis week i'm damn happy since wednesday, (those ppl in my cls shud noe y..) finally i able 2 c e sunshines now aday.. e sun had been blocked by e cloud since 3 mths ago.. n dis few day i finally can c sum light infront of me.. i find gt sum1 dat i had been lookin 4 since how many mths ago.. i'm in a very gd mood now, long time didn't felt like dis b4, i'm over e rainbow now.. i tink most of ur wud get wad i tokin bout if ur wan noe ask me, i will tel ur personally..1 burden down..

on the other hand i was quite piss wif sumting ,sum of ur noe y.. i shudn't let dis 2 spoil my mood.. tmr i gonna wake up early 2 sch n send all those stuff 2 e flood victim..so i tink dat abt it i will try 2 update more often.. gtg, i gt feelin emlida face gonna appear on my screen soon.. chao~

2007-01-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

my blog is so dead..
i will try 2 keep dis blog alive..
wanted 2 blog 2 day
but i'm nt suppose 2 on9 more than half an hr
so too bad
wait till weekend only i'll blog bout it
ppl i got 2 go
i saw pn emilda face appearin on my screen
n tellin me
'NO INTERNET'

2007-01-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

really unluckly 2day.. i nvr felt so unluckly b4..really a pathetic day,evrythin went wrong.. i started my day wif a very sad way..

cases no.1

-woke up early-tot can sleep in e bus 2day-but unfortunately, e bus driver refuse 2 sent us 2 sch by 2 bus-thx 2 e flood-so all of us hav 2 squeeze in e small lil bus-so i hav 2 stay awake thru out e whole journey which normallywud happen 2 me coz dat no need 4 me 2 change bus- n i was late again 4 sch-i think i was late for 4 days durin dis week-

-end-

so after sch gt lotz of work 2 do..stayed back 4 qm n interact meeting n only i realise dat i gt lotz of thing 2 do b4 march.. sad,n dat lotz of probs in between..skipped bm tui 4 practice

cases no.2

-suppose 2 go 4 add math tui too bad sch was flooded-no bus no cab-cannot go tuition- skipped another tui- felt bad-

-end-

cases no.3

-called omega bout replacement- i was so 'luckly'- gt a weird woman ans my call- juz a simple thin n she took me bout 10mins- she spell my name 'XOO' instead of 'FOO', 'ESTHER LEE' become 'EXTER LEE', 'ADELINE CHONG' become 'EVERLYN CHONG', 'WONG SHYNEE' become 'WONG FHY NEE'... -she sounded like baby-wif all e words-loh,huh??-so babish-tryin 2 act cute??-

-ended-

so shy n me walked 2 cs to take bus home, on the way we make dis kind-hearted bus driver fetch us 2 cs 4 free..n when shy get down e bus, she nearly kena knocked down by e motorcycle..

cases no.4

-while we walkin up e staircase- dat dis guy called us- so we turn back- n he started ques us- askin wher r we from- n tellin us he lost his wallet, passport- n he lookin 4 his fren- he even

asked us wad is 'surat beranak'-then he wanted 2 lend money from us which is RM 18.80.. -he asked 4 our no. so he will paid us back by top up.. so shy gav- actually we didn't really trust him- but we duno how 2 reject him- so in the we gav- ur must thinkin how dump can we b- but seriously we were helpless at e moment-i nvr tot dat my money will b back- but if wad he said is truth juz spend sum money n we manage 2 help him- if he lied 2 us i only can say he will get he revange soon- n i belief dat sumting gd will falls on e 2 of us-

-ended-

after dinner took bus from cs,u only b able 2 c lotz of wif umbrella n dat is no bus at all.. so we went down

cases no.5

- e both of us so called'unwanted' child was stuck at e bus stop near cs-we totally lost-der is no signs of bus- after so long i saw dis bus came- but it was full- n e bus juz stopped infront of us-so ppl at e back all run toward us- dat was scary- we waited till 7 only manage 2 get 10B tmn daya bus-n evry1 like berebut-rebut juz wan 2 get in e bus-bus was extremely fun- but luckly i found at seats-

-sumting happen- i shud blog bout it- wan noe come n ask me i will tell ur-

-ended-

cases no.6

-was on e phone wif linn atleast 45 mins- but i realise dat e distance dat e bus move b4 i called her till i ended my call i will only take bout least than 3 mins 4 me 2 walked- waste of time- so called my dad his on his way back frm kl- so he decided 2 pick me up at extra- if i stayed in e bus dat time -seriously can't imagine wad could happen 2 me-n mb i will reach home by 11-

-ended-

we wanted 2 walked 2 extra waiting 4 my dad, on the way we found dis net cafe only cost 2 ringgit per hours.so shy n i went in n on9 coz gt nth 2 do...

cases no.7

-we wanted 2 blog-bloggin halfway thru e person incharge accidentally off e suiz so wadever we blog all went missing-so haf 2 blog again at home-

-ended-

finally my dad picked me n we went home safely..evryway traffic was so terrible.. flooded evrywhere,sum of e road even blocked, n bcoz of e flood i haf 2 comfirm wif tchr bout koko 4 e next day.. busy wif e phone call coz meeting was cancelled..

cases no.8

I REACHED HOME BY 10.30PM

so all e convent gals dun blur blur go 2 sch tmr.. der is no meeting, tchr will replace it sum other day, so DUN GO 2 SCH TMR!!! rmb dis...

tired

signing off~

2007-01-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

2day laz day of hols, so woke up early 2day bout 10.10 counted quite early compare 2 e rest of my hols,get myself prepared by 10.25 coz was informed dat kevin will b fetchin me by den.. i was waitin n waitin n waiting until i fall asleep on e sofa..suddenlyn gt dis call frm shuz,she tot i was sleepin tellin me dat he is on his way 2 my hse.. so kevin fetch shuz den me n laztly linn... did i ever mentioned dat i was actually on e phone after shuz call wif linn..bout half n hrs i tink.. gals wad, wad else can dey do on e phone.. obviously we were gossip... neway when it reached 1 of e junction of linn's hse suddenlyn kevin juz stop e car n get out..i was benggang der tinkin wad e hell his doin, n he juz dump a sentence 2 me which is " u betta pray hard" yeah, so nice of u lar.. erhuh, den e next ting i saw was shuz moved 2 dis driver sit.. oh gosh, now oli i realise dat shuz is gonna try drivin n my pleasure life is in her hand... god, thx 4 savin my lil life.. i hvn taken my spm yet so i dun wan anything happen 2 me,thx 4 savin me.. juz jk,hehehe
den we fetch linn.. 1st linn tot dat e drive sit change it 2 left side,but when she get in e car only she realise dat shuz is e 1 hu driving.. after awhile e both of them swap again.. but e atmosphere in e car was complete silence.. nt dat i dun wan 2 tok juz i still hvn recover frm shock yet..did i mentioned e purpose e 3 of us went out wif kevin 2day.. coz we wanted 2 belanja kevin 4 fetchin us all along frm sg to jusco,tui n evrywher... c we r such a nice gals rite.. hahaha.. so we bought him 2 kerrys, he damn luckly 2day,b4 he entered e carpark e entrance mesin 4 e carpark tix was workin like normal but when come 2 his turn he shown dat this system cannot be used sumtin like dat..secondly, u noes dat is dis carpark at b3 i guess u need 2 put ur tix in only u will b able 2 travel in so e same thing happened again, sumtin wrong wif e tix so we were stucked at carpark, so we hav 2 goes up 2 b2 by e road which supposingly 2 go down..luckly there is no car travel down by dat time.. finally we settle down, his found a parking, n when all of us plan 2 get down e car dat time we heard dis lound sound.. bang!!! guess wad happen, our lovely miss YAP SHU PEI happen 2 bang dis car which park at e side of kevin's car when she open e car door.. how smart can she get..so kevin change his parkin again incase anything happen 2 his car.. next, we went 2 stonegill guess wad..dat lotz of fun happened der.. checkout our convo

pei: heyz wad u wan 2 eat??
kevin: i duno wad 2 eat lar.. all e pics show in e menu is all uncook how u expected me 2 eat???
pei,linn & me: -.-!!!! n we started laughin
me: izit ur 1st time been here?? (bet evry1 will ask e same ques)
kevin: yarlah
linn: no wonder u so jakun 1.. u suppose 2 cook urself lar...
pei: did u c e front cover of e menu (turn it 2 e cover, n pointer at e word stonegrills) n e signboard der rock on stonegrills...
kevin: soree lar.. i very jakun 1..
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kevin:heyz, if i cook myself, how wud i noe whether is cooked o nt
pei: juz look at it la.. (been sacastics)
me:-.-!! u nvr cook b4 zit??
kevin: gt cook spaghetti b4
me: den how wud u noe whether is cooked o nt??
kevin: taste it..
me: yarlah...(tinkin how dump can he get)
pei:no lah, dun taste...
me: dun worry, we always willing 2 help u taste e food rite??
pei,linn& me: yup...
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when we ordered dat time.. kevin nicely ordered ice water,after e waiter went we told him dat he juz memaluan himself coz if u didn't order any drink dey automatik will serve u ice water..we ate n kevin happened 2 b e first 1 finished his food.. den he called his fren hu havin another group lunch n he suppose 2 b der s well.. but 2 bad we booked 1st, we asked him out 1st so he make e decision of came out wif us 2day n joinin his fren after fetchin us 2 tui.. soree bcoz of us ur fren mad wif u... wow!!! 2day lunch were super expensive..nvr had dat in my whole attire life.. den we went off 2 tui..once again thx 4 ur ride...

tuition was borin after 6 weeks break i totally karat.. juz a few of simply ques also kinda like forgotten..mb nt enuf sleep was damn tired durin e class,my brain only funtionin partially.. tui was borin dun feel like tokin bout it.. so finally is 4, time 2 go back,so my parent fetchin linn n i back coz shuz got dental apointment so went 2 janice's hse waitin 4 her mum 2 come.. o mb she went back earlier...i shall ask her tmr..*wink*linn...

we went jusco..linn n i decided 2 b gd gal was browsin e refrences bk at harris.. we were tokin tokin n tokin suddenlyn der is dis guy tokin 2 linn in chinese.. 1st i tot he was askin linn bout sum stuff so didn't really bother..den i saw dis bunch of ppl(ard 6 to 7) crowded at 2 of us... wad e hell dey doin?? i looked at linn n she giv me dis weird look..guess wad?? dis ppl was harrassin us.. keep on askin our no... wad e hell dey tinkin..

xx:( tokin in chinese) xiao jie, ke yi gei wo ni de dian huan hao ma ma???
wo de peng you xiang ren shi ni??
miss, can i hav ur hp no??? my fren wan 2 noe u..
linn n i:( we remain silence n buat bodoh only)
xx: ke yi ka..ke yi la
can la..can la..
xx: wo peng you 17 sui yao ren shi ni men
my fren 17 dis yr wan 2 noe u guyz..
linn n i started tokin in eng..
xx: bu yao wo men lai jiu jiang yin wen le..
when we come dun suddenly tokin in eng le..
dis xx tok 2 his fren...
den he turn 2 me..
yy: wo jue de ni bi jiao shi he ta, gei wo ni de hao ma??
i felt u suit him batta, giv me ur no..
linn n i : soree ( we moved it 2 e other side)

e whole bunch followin us again..
2 attemp
xxl: xiao jie, ke yi la??gei wo ni e hao ma...
miss, can la giv me ur no..
linn n i: (continued our research)
e started tokin among themselves...
xx: wen ta men ji sui..
ask them how old r dey..
den dis fella turned 2 us again
ppl: ni ji sui huh??
how old r u??
linn: 16
ppl: 2006 o 2007??2007 how old??
linn: 17!!!
damn piss n moved away.. actually we gt scared n we ended up like browsin pmn bks.. n even standard 2 text bk.. we stood infront of e counter so dey dun dare 2 harrass us..after bout 10 mins, we went back 2 dis f4 n f5 refrences bk.. dey came again
3rd attempt
xx: xiao jie, gei wo ni de hao ma,bu ran wo hui bei ta da..
miss, giv me ur no pls, if nt he will hit me..
yy: xiao jie, gei hao ma er yi ma,jiang nan meh??
miss, juz wan ur no only zit dat hard..
linn n i:(ignore them)
slowly all of them corner us..
xx: wo zhi dao ni men e fu mu guan dao hen yan,bu ke yi ren shi nan sheng.. wo zhi dao de, wo you jin yan..
i noe ur parent very strict dun let ur noes any guy
xx: bu ran wo gei ni hao ma ni msg wo??gei wo ni de dian huan
o i giv u my no. u msg me,pass me ur phone...

dey passed us 2 phone
xx: ni men shi ting bu dong wo men jiang shen men shi ma??yao wo men jiang malay,eng,hua yi,fu jian hai shi tamil???
ur dun understand wad we tokin bout zit?? o ur wan us 2 speak in malay,eng,chinese cantonese o tamil??
me: y we muz giv u our no??
xx: (silent) zuo peng you er yi ma..
juz wan b fren
linn n i:(ignore them)
suddenlyn all of them moved away n only i realise dat dat my mum actually stood behind them n stared at them,they gt scared n i tink dey ran away frm harris.. thx mummy 4 savin us...my mum is like ques me..
mummy: did u noe them??
me: do u tink i has dis kind of fren..
mummy: dis kind of thing also duno how 2 handle..

wad kind of world is dat.. only so young n doin dis kind of thing..
n dey is reason dat we dun giv our no 2 them..
1. all of them so young
2. dun even noe them
3. dey look so ah beng ( main reason)
4. e way dey tok

if dey are
1. cute
2. handsome
3. cool
dey could hav gotten our no.

so linn n i was tinkin dat y whenever we go out dey is best a guy company us.. but 2 bad i dun hav a bro elder than me can brin me out so e 2 of us ended up been harrass by them...

neway tmr sch started.. i tink will b less bloggin frm now on.. gt 2 go..haven pack my stuff ~signing off~

2007-01-01T00:58:00.000+08:00

happy new year evry1..

yeap, now redy 2007

no longer ~~2006~~

once 2007 started

mean a brand new life 4 me again

sch goanna start in 2 days..

tui startin s well

dis is juz e beginning of my f5 life

oh gosh..

how fast time flies

now i'm f5 no longer f4

laz yr of sec

e worst is SPM comin

about 11 mths frm now on..

n i hvn started anything..

i hvn bought any sch bks yet

can u imagine dat

dis gals muz b crazy..

haihz dat nth 2 comment bout myself..

neway i shud start study from now on..

seen like a bit impossible

but nth is impossible rite???

so ppl whenever u c me on9 juz keep on tellin me study 4 ur spm...k...

signin off~

GOODBYE MY 2006

2006-12-31T15:40:00.000+08:00

i'm here again..
laz day of 2006..
a few hrs more its gonna b 2007
a brand new yr
its gonna come

mb it time 4 me 2 say thks 2 dis wonderful n pathetic yr
wad had i done so far
wad i did in dis pathetic 2006
its time 4 me 2 make a conclusion 4 dis yr..
ermhem..
wher shud i start

1st of all when it came 2 dis f4 life,
i tot i can relax n had lotz fun
1st day of sch tchr start telling us
eventhought ur f4 dis yr
but nvrever
take f4 as honeymoon yr
so we been force 2 study..
dis yr was quite different
new principle
new system..
sch getting stricter than previous yr
i mean really strict

2006 has really been a wonderful n terrific yr..
y i describe it dis way..
coz is a yr wif all e up n down..
it was adventures n enjoyable yr...

rmb e beggining of e yr
i was quite emo
when i heard bout e 'bad news' dat we cn't make it as adult
n i get very frustrated at dat period of time
quite stress, worry 4 dis n dat..
n f4 is like a brand new story..
like wad u had been study is a crap..
f4 is nt gonna like f3..
evrythin 4 me is new..
i noe nth bout f4
even till now..
skipping cls 2 much
so was blur while tchr teaching
dis yr attended lotz of camp wheter in o outside sch
a total of 5
nice number
it started wif st john camp, ILTC (interact leadership training camp) i used 2 call it pre-national service camp, National camp, st john intensive camp n it ended again wif st john camp which juz happened recently..
had fun, learned stuff...
i tink next yr i wud hav e chance 2 go 4 any camp..

overall
thks 4 my fren
always helping me thru n always b my side n b my listener.. listen 2 all my nagging..

kkg
eventhought der is dis period of time e4 of us had sum misunderstand o unhappy wif each other but we manage 2 overcome it.. we went thru lotz of stuff.. we watched movie,shopin, takin photo, posing, campin,'study' (did we) n lotz of thing 2gether..dis is how e kkg came frm... thx lotz...

oku's member
we went thru all e up n down, thx 4 helping me all along.. dat period of time i was quite stress
if without all ur support n encouragin me i wud had giv up by dat time.. we stayed up juz wan 2 make e event success..eventhough is wasn't turn up like wad we expected but dun worry i hav faith in ur.. we will do it betta next time...

special thx 2
CNC 2005 & CNA 2006
shu pei, nithya, shanu & chun ling nt 4getting myself...
thx buddy, we went thru lotz of up n down s well dis yr.. thx 4 helping me all along,rmb those day we used 2 stick 2gether.. had all e fun 2gether wif ur is really nice.. i'm glad dat i get 2 met each of ur..without ur help, no matter how hard i did it wud b successful.. rmb e 5 of us will always stick 2gether..a team need a member of 5 if lack of any of us it wud b a team, rmb our tree??? i belief we will b able 2 c dat another 100 yrs or even more.. no1 can repalce any of us here..dis is a promise n i really mean it... rmb we promise each other muz study hard 4 our spm.. i belief we can..

shu pei- my no1,my leader,my teamie, my buddy,my mummy, my boyfriend, my twin, our gold fish..
laz yr we used 2 stick 2gether 24 7.. eventhough we in different cls next yr we will still stick 2gether coz 1st thing ine morning u will still c me in e bus sit beside u, unless sum1 dare 2 sit beside u..take same bus 4 same tui, back home by same car... so no1 can replace me hahaha.unless u found sum1 else dat as cute as me... hahah (perasan).. if u gt any probs we will sure always b der b ur listener..i mean e 3 of us.. nit shud b toking none stop...

nithya-my no.2, my teamie, my buddy, my oku's no1, our marian..
i tink now u shud b very happy.. coz juz heard sum gd news frm u.. really happy 4 u, next yr we gonna b classmate 2 n u hav 2 sit bside me..muhahahah, but dun tok 2 mmuch while tchr teachin.. n make sure we encourage each other 2 strive hard.. lets work hard 2gether

shanu- my no.4, my teamie, my partner,my buddy , my oku's 7, our ants...
we had been partner 4 so long ni matter in case o nursing.. really nice 2 has u as my partner.. if a team without u will hav no fun at all.. my partner in crime s well always go lepakin 2gether..

chun ling-my no. 5, my teamie, my buddy, our autie yap, our liang po po..
proud of u gals.. my hardworkin buddy always attend class n complete all e hw.. u r e best no5.. gd in acting..luckly dat time we chose u instead of her.. i wud regret 2 intake u as a part of us.. eventhougth u can't join us all e time, i was quite mad also bcoz of dis but slowly i understand dat u hav ur difficultly, n i noe dat eventhough u nt der 2gether wif us but ur heart r always wif us..

CNC04 & CNA 05
ymun, stef,sujen,veron,sara,suzanne
thx all of ur.. ur taught me lotz of thing..let me realise e other side of me, i nvr knew dat my sec's life turn up like dis. e houling u c 2day is bcoz of ur.. without any1 of ur dis world wud hav e houling ur saw.. mb der was sum misunderstandin between us but no matter wad i really happy dat i got ur as my snr.. all e fun n stuff we went thru 2gether will always stay deep in my heart.. dat e momeries dat i nvr wan 2 4get...

sujen

u has been a really great snr all along..is really wonderful knowing u as a snr, get 2 noe u betta as a no.3...u taught me evrything i knew 2day. all my skills n knowledge is mainly frm u.. 1 thing i wan 2 tel u, laz time b4 my 1st sj camp.. i did case wif ur team.. i was damn scare esp e treatment part.. i saw u scolding dat gal bcoz of her mistake.. so i kinda afraid 2 do case wif ur.. but i hav no choice so as a no.3 hav 2 do splinting wif e no.4 which is u.. u giv me dat looks n e way u tok really push me lotz.. i was so afraid dat u will scold me so i did my best n dis is how improving my skills all along.. so actually u did push me lotz all along, coz i always wan 2 complete wif u n make sure myself as good as u.. u scolded us when we did any mistake, but we know is 4 our own good.. u played a big part in mylife.. i'm thankfull dat i get 2 met u as my snr...

CNC06 & CNA07
kelly, julia, yi thng,shar linn,hui yen
sumtime u were very naughty,playfull,immature but is time 4 ur 2 grow up.. rmb dat ur r no more cadet, muz learn how 2 grow up, ur hav 2 lead ur jnrs.. n we can't b der all e time 4 u guyz.. but if u gt any probs dun b shy 2 ask us, nt only in sj in other stuff s well.. we will always help ur up.. during dis yr i did learn lotz thing frm u guyz 2.. rmb wad ur promise us make sure ur make it happen.. 1 thing i wan 2 said bout ur is i proud of u gals..nvr ever giv up.. n muz hav faith in ur team..belief 1 another.. no matter i much we scolded ur, is all 4 ur own gd n no matter wad ur did ur r really my great jnrs..

1 laz ting

always rmb der is 5 of ur

no more 1 man shows

any of ur faced any probs rmb 2 help each other

n always b der 4 ur teammate

advise for e jnrs...

start study when sch reopen..

dun b like me

avoid skipping class

n make sure u absorb wadever tchr teach ur...

all n all is bout my 2006..

sad

2007 is comin

i will miss u 2006...

goobye my 2006!!!

[[// the day u went away +>>

I'VE MOVED!!!

Quotations about Memory

HOT & COLD

Taylor SwiftLove Story lyrics

You must love yourself before you love another. By accepting yourself and fully being what you are, your simple presence can make others happy.

Memories Of What Used To Be

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

One Month

short conversation

Yellow Roses

LOVE

Freshies' Nite

Leap years

meaning of roses

trials is over

Japan CHAMPION 1st asian cheerleading competition in

Malaysia in Japan (1st asian cheerleading competition)

singapore @ japan 1st asian cheerleading competition

Indonesia in JAPAN (1st asian cheerleading competition)

CHEERLEADING From Japan Best Ever special Stunt!!

fantastic lunch

GOODBYE MY 2006

Taylor Swift
Love Story lyrics