Friday, August 25, 2006;11:29 PM
juz back frm shenni's blog...
now oli one word can express my feelin
EMO!!!
after dat day hav a nice scream,
now is time 4 me 2 blog bout install...
handover was de sadness part..
all of us cried..
dis is de sadnest install 4 me...
install
is not a great success but definately not a big failure too...
no matter how it turn out like,
as long as we knew we did our best...
its already over...
so i'm nt gonna blame hu ever 4 wad ever they did here,
juz gonna thx evry1, esp those hu reli put lotz afford for makin our install success...
dis was tough 4 us, no1 will understand wad we feel, unless u went thru together wif us..
thx 4 those ppl hu always stand by my side, help me thru all de probs, reli thx u guyz loh..after all dis i reli gd lot 2 wan to tel u guyz...so ppl, listen here...
outgoing board
thx 4 all ur guidance,advice..
no matter wad we did ur still believe dat we can..
always stand by ourside,
help us thru for making dis event success,
alwayz encourage us..
consoling us when we r down..
help us thru all the probs dat we faced..
reli thx ur lotz..
n reli sore dat we disappointed ur,
dis is ur last event but it turn out dis way..
reli soree bout it..
priscilla
reli thx 4 all de advise u gave me
thx 4 ur opinion bout deco
thx 4 ur help me bout de shirt
thx 4 all ur encouragin words
thx 4 all ur concern
thx 4 keep on tellin me dun stress out
thx 4 all de prays u did 4 me
soree, i hav dissapointed u
soree, the shirt doesn't turn up on dat day itself
soree, trouble u so many time
soree, may worry
soree, dat i'm nt gd enuf
soree, 4 evry single thing
obviously, nt 4gettin my fellow oku members...
XXoku1XXnithyaXX
thx 4 all de encouragin words, u always push me 2 make sure i get de thing done
i nvr heard a single complain frm u b4..still can rmb on de eve, all 9 of us squish in ur house
do all de last mins work..still rmb dat time u scolded dat guyz till he realise his own mistakes..
n when we got stress out dis gals, pop out n tell us bout de stories betwwen tchr n dat guyz
'u cheat children' made us laugh n feel much more relaxin after dat...
XXoku2XXestherXX
thx 4 all ur help in deco,esp helpin me lookin 4 de 'net'..thinkin how 2 made the path n those stuff.. always remain cool n calm when we faced probs, help us solve the probs, giv me all the opinion bout deco n shirt..she will b de 1 calm me down all de time..the 3 of us shynee, u n me always will stay n do duty together discuss all the probs n way 2 solve till we forgot the time 2 clear up de stuff..so we end up kanchong in the end...
XXoku3XXsharmXX
reli soree bout de doorgift, it doesn't turn up in the end but in the end we still manage 2 solve dat probs..the souvenirs, is the best ever,like it lotz..damn nice wei..soree if i loss my temper dat day,i'm doesn't mean it..she always hav 2 type all kind of letters n our permission to do dis n dat n faced pn david tan wif answerin all type of ques..but she nvr complain..
XXoku4XXshyneeXX
dis gals my shoppin partner,always company me get all the materials, spray 4 deco..in the other hand we always go double A together gether..still rmb dat time we carry dat 10 polysterene all de way frm style art to sch n how we took cab..evry1 is like lookin at dis 2 monster, so malu dat time till now we still dun dare 2 walk ard dat area, i tink all de salesman dey recognise us liao..
n we stuck in double A de whole afternoon juz b'coz of de booklet we were arguein 4 small lil thing...has lotz fun wif u, all this i'll rmb..
XXoku5XXoliviaXX
here goes my treasurer, she always will tell me dun overspend 4 de deco, keep on tellin me how much i can use, n nvr ever take de money frm de sponsorship..n she hav 2 brin her acc bk evrywher she goes, take down wadever we spend n keep all de receipt properly,dis show how responsible she is..even dat time she went 4 choir comp she still worry bout install, dis showed her effort..
XXoku6XXeileenXX
she will always tellin rmb to brin de video cam...she always worry bout her prensentation..thx 4 helpin me wif dat shirt on dat nite, without ur help i sure wun finish it in time... on dat day when she knew de presentation can't detect, she try all her best to find all the laptop dat she could found in the sch..n ur laptop reli brin us high dat nites..
XXoku7XXshanuXX
dis gals 4ever c her incharge of money n food..u may c her dreamin in cls but act she planin how 2 get more sponsor, she will crack her head n find out 101 ways 2 get more sponsors..n she will always nag shynee n i 2 get de sponsor frm jusco..still rmb dat time she jumpin ard n tellin me dat her sponsor ledi break past few yr record,she also always worried bout de food,think wad kind of food betta, which kind of drink betta,n how bout de rotarian shud hav sum hot drinks,n i really hav 2 say dat de food was fabulous...
XXoku9XXshenniXX
u can always c dis gal n esther run 2 our cls went tchr nt ard n tellin me bout deco stuff, n de 2 of dem will always sittin in cls started worry bout dis n dat..thx 4 helpin me wif de path even though in the end we didn't get 2 use it but reli can c ur effort in it..hav lotz fun when u ard...n de way u manage stuff reli salute u man..
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thx evry1, hu ever support, mb i didn't mention ur name her but it doesn't matter..last but nt least i reli wan 2 thx my teammate hu alwayz b der 4 me support me..
OKU LISTEN HERE..
dis time reli let us learn alot..we went thru all dis together, help each other when any1 of us faced any probs..alotz of probs came out laz mins but we still manage 2 solve in time..
we learn how 2 share our opinion..but rmb, dis is jus de beginning of de journey we still got lotz more 2 go..
Sunday, August 20, 2006;11:37 PM
''we will always give u a chance"dis is wad i heard ystd frm sum1 speech..
bullshit..
wad always will give u a chance..all is lies..
y we nvr get any chance..
did we ever given a chance,
we didn't..
evry1 got it but us..
is so unfair to us..
didn;t ur ever care bout our feelin..
did u???
did u noe how much we wish we could have a chance
even we noe we might no hav any chance,
we still hope the truth will change one day...
;11:04 PM
finally install is over...
juz de day b4 install kena naggin by pn david tan,
y can't tchr understand our situation..
did we ever mention dat we wan 2 neglect our study
did we???
de ans is no... N.O.
NO!!!
we noe wad we r doin k..
even my mum didn't say any single thing so dun make it like such a big deal...
next is install..
evrythin doesn't goes well..
was cursin de 2pid irresponsible fella..
evrythin so laz min..
hahiz shudn't continue it anymore...
has lotz of fun ystd durin de perbarisan,
doin duty as de medical standby,
spend time tokin 2 dat 2 fella..
feel like back 2 last time when we train together as a team jhr...
dinner was nice..
laughin thru de whole dinner,
havin fun wif snr..
enjoy myself lotz..
the oli thing is de xxxx reli make me feel so uncomfortable..
realise dat muz more relaxin after fri..
Monday, August 14, 2006;4:13 PM
did u c de logo der??u noe wad does dat mean??the lion symbol depicts a national eventthe triangles represent the objectives of the national campthe triangle motif represents cohesiveness and movement towards a common goal...get it..yeah,ppl i'm back..
back from de camp..
de camp last for 4 days n 3 nitez..
which is from 10-13 august, held in s'pore n organised by NCC-national cadet corps if i'm nt mistaken..
act is a international camp 4 me..
y i called it a international camp,
act dis camp involve ppl frm different countries, which is singapore, brunei, hong kong, india, indonesia, malaysia, n thailand...
dis camp was reli nice..
dat is bout 1600 participants,n all of us is divided in to 6 coy,
Alpha Bravo Charlie Delta Echo Foxtrot
n each coy is divided into 6 platoon
n i'm in FOXTROT!!!
DAY 1~
force 2 wake up early, meet evry1 at custom by 7am..
den bringin all those stuff 2 s'pore by bus...
reach der bout 9 plus
gt a shock of my life,
nvr c such a big group of ppl in a camp..
sittin 4 quite sumtime,waitin 2 b informed 2 our respective coy..
de 6 of us were divided into differ coy..
yeah as i mention earlier i'm in FOXTROT wif GB officer n student leader incharge..
shu pei-Alpha
kelly-Bravo
yi thng-Charlie
sharlinn-Delta
julia-Echo
me-Foxtrot
den we were given de camp t-shirt
we did IMT whic is a lacer firing.oh gosh de lightest f16 is damn heavy wei..
how de guy could carry it wif 1hand..peifu..
next we hav dis first aid station..
we had been taught how 2 do st john slin arm slin n reef knof,den we had dis chockin n cpr session..dis is wad i use 2 do evryday laz yr so 4 me is quite easy..was playin wif weiling durin de cpr praticing time coz der is nt enuf little anne..
and next we hav.....
ya, de survival village..
damn cool wei get 2 learn lotz of thing..
try all type of food dat can been found in de jungle,
de most intrested part scalin of animal, act quite pity de frog, eel n de crabs..
most disgustin part is de frog...
reli can't stand it.. but de other i'm stil ok wif it..
sum of dem even scream when de eel life were taken away innocently..
even de guy is screamin..muhahahaha!!!
i think 4 dem is quite memalukan..
had our dinner after dis..
de food is quite nice..
had dis camper's night after dinner..
dis is de time when we got de chance 2 reli noe each other..
we played sum game,i find it damn lame lah de game..
den we discuss wad we gonna perform on our campfire night..
haved supper den bathed n slp..
lighted off 12.00am>>>
day 2
wake up bout 6.15 meet up wif de others at 6.30
we had dis indoor challenge as our 1st activity of de day, playin street soccer.
oush, nt me..de guys were reli enjoy themselve wif de game, i'm nt intrested wif it so nt in de mood 2 play...
rock wall, damn hard lah,is quite hard 2 complete de whole journey till all de way up..only manage 2 climbed till halfway stuck in between der duno wad 2 do liao..my hand nt strong enuf 2 pull me further up sumore so can't finished it..dis shows dat i need more physical trainin!!!cham lah..
after lunch we had all de outdoor activities, waitin 4 de bus 2 come till i fall asleep..den we had dis moutain bikin n paint ball..
moutain bikin was fun, long time didn't get de chance 2 cycle ledi so damn nice enjoy scenary..heheh
we had sum games in between quite funny...
yup de paintball was fun..i had been waitin 4 de chance 2 play paintball since de day i went 4 dat presentation...den we had a long wait 4 our bus 2 come 2 fetch us 4 de openin caremony..
while i waitin, i was applyin my insect repellent, den my buddy started teasin me wif de 2pid sa guy come 4 noway.. act had quite a lotz of fun der, feel so bad 4 de guy, we will a bit crazy dat day, den pity 'him' kena terriblely indiretly from us..i tink he cried, k..mb we r a bit over...
soree guyz...
den we had dinner b4 de openin caremony..de caremony were also fun..damn angry wei, nvr c any1 as rude as him b4..zhuai yoh..fine nt like 1 want 2 noe u...
nth much happened..
lighted off 12a.m>>>day 3we had kayakin in de mornin..n de 10 lucky ppl was playin de cutter pullin instead of kayakin..cutter pullin is consist of 10 ppl but 8 of them will be rowin de rest will be de instruted...de 8 of us is divided into 2 group which is port n startboard..port will b at de left side of de cutter n statboard will at de right side..havin lotz of fun..hehehen accordin 2 de instructer dis is our 1st n last chance 2 row de cutter...even u got money u also can get 2 play wif it..heheheh...so dun b jealous wei for those hu read dis..havin our lunch under de hot sun...den hav free cookin after lunch..dis is damn cool we get 2 bake our cup cake, n de italia toast by usin de oven..i'm sure ur will b tink wad so special bout bakin wif de oven..i shall explain 2 u guyz..read properly,de oven is unlike normal oven dat u get 2 c in shoppin centre o supermarket..is oven is made up of cardboard n alumminium foam..so u guess how fun zit...eat alotz durin dat session...didn't manage 2 finish my dinner, was quite full...back 2 de camp site...start preparin 4 de campfire night..learn those cheer, n discuss bout performance again...closin caremony was borin, wif a de speeches..reli enjoy de camp fire night hav lotsa of fun..damn high at dat night, danced, jumping ard, runnin ard..but quite sad de camp end on de next day...which mean i hav 2 leave de others..n back 2 my jb life...back 2 reality..wif all de exam n erythin...den packed my stuff b4 i sleeplighted off 1.45a.m>>>day 4wake up early, meetin de rest wif my stuff..den takin photo wif my jnr,my buddy, n de f6 platoon...goona leave dis camp..sad..byz ppl, hope 2 c u guyz soon...now..hav 2 back 2 reality...exam ledi started on laz fri till dis wed...which i'm nt plannin 2 take..install dis comin fr, n facin sum probsperbarisan on dis sat..chamn dis sunday havin fairwell 4 de f5...lagi cham...lastly i would like 2 say NC'06 ROCKZ!!!FOXTROT ROCKZ!!!U GUYZ ROCKZ!!!FOXTROT OOI~OOI~FOXTROT OOI~OOI~FOXTROT FOXTROT SAT SAT OOI~OOI OOI SAT SAT OOI~FOXTROT FOXTROT SAT SAT OOI~i'll post de sum photo next time...SIGNIN OFF~~Sunday, August 13, 2006;9:18 PM
juz back frm de camp...
damn tired...
i shall blog bout it next time together wif sum of de photo..
signin off
chao~
zzzZZZZzzz!!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006;8:20 PM
ervy1 in dis world has de right 2 voice out anythin
but dis is oli my own opinion...
juz came back frm shy's blog...
is all bout...
Ask not what the school can do for you but what you can do for schooljuz like wad shy sae,
dis is wad pn. gracie use 2 tel us..
but now is differ..
the motto now shud change it to
what we do for the sch, did the sch appreciateevryting change frm time 2 time..
y can't dey understand wad we did is all 4 de sch,
is nt 4 us,
is de sch,school!!!
but dey seen 2 b so unreasonable,
y other ppl can,but we can't
zit juz b'coz dey goin 4 nat but we r doin all dis in sch,
dun b so 'xian shi'
tchr givin us all kind of trouble now a day,
coz of de exam thingy..
bloody hell wei!!
lost of freedom 4 de student
tchr hav 2 play another role in sch
-loyal dogstudy seen to b more important now a day..
tchr oli
mengambil berat tentang keputusan...
yeah rite, result...
in dis case, might as well ur cancel all de activities,co-curiculum..
so de student go 2 sch wif oli 1 purpose
study,study n study...
den de student will end up in permai..
pls lah i hav enuf of all this thing..
stop being so power hunger k...
dun b so kepo..
stop controllin us k..
we hav our own stand,k
if u wan ppl 2 respect u, u hav 2 learn how 2 respect ppl 1st..
n dun treat us like a dog k..
n dun 4get dat,
we r in sch nt prisoner..
i mention again..
nt prisoner..
Monday, August 07, 2006;9:52 PM
heyz...baby,i'm back again
jiwang de whole day..
stuck in double A frm 1 plus till 5...
doin de booklet thingy..
wanted 2 go straight frm pelangi
but too bad our bag still in sch so terpaksa make a trip back 2 sch
didn't manage 2 do any of de duty..
feel guilty,
suppose 2 do my duty but i end up hangin outside doin booklet
leave sch bout 6.30
juz feel like i'm back 2 afternoon session
est, shy, n me will plannin wad we goin 2 do tmr..
heheheh
our plan...
we wanted 2 try de step of de dance but we end up created sum funny joke..
stuck in de bus 4 atleast 2 hrs..
thks 2 de traffic lah...
reach home at 8.30
n now end up sittin infront of de comp
doin my booklet stuff again..
install comin,
juz next friday,
worry lah,
deco,booklet,performance...
de bloody exam lah...
juz came in at de 'right ' time...
goin off on thurs morni 4 de camp
can't wait..hahah
my eye gettin infected ledi, i tink i betta stop now, as it gettin painful now..
chao~
ya 1 lazt thin,
finally we gt de net ledi ppl!!!
thx esther,
luv u man
muahx!!!
Sunday, August 06, 2006;10:03 PM
y can't u guyz listen 2 wad we say!!!
wad we feel!!!
listen 2 our heart,
once is ledi good enough...
We Differ From Them In All Ways...the way you misunderstand us
the way you look at us
the way you won't hear us explain
the way you ignore us
the way you wash your hands off us
the way you only turn to her but not us
the way you look at her but not us
the way you treat her and us
the way you talk 2 her and scold us
the way you blame us
the way you treat us
no matter how well we are
no matter how much we care
no matter how much we did
no matter how well we did
no matter how much we wish we are the one your turn to instead of her
no matter how long we had been waited 4 ur
compare 2 her
we are juz nth 4 ur
we are devil
she is angle
without us your world still will be colourful
without her your world will be black
we are juz a replacement when she not around...
Wednesday, August 02, 2006;10:48 PM
YOU CAN!!!
You can banish all our pain
Along with cloudy days of rain.
You can turn around a derailed life
From colliding with a train.
You can turn one's life
To a thousand sweet refrains.
You can shower us with rays of sunshine,
Light and hope
When we have truly come
To the end of our rope.
You can make the sun rise and set
On distant shore.
You can provide us with the esteem and confidence
That we never had before.
You can raise us up to impossible heights,
From the lowest of depths.
You can inspire us to begin a journey of renewal
Of a thousand steps.
You can turn a lonesome and mundane day Into a little fun.
You can make the despondent feel that victory has been won.
You can turn a dark cloudy dayInto a bright, midday sun.
You can make a frisky puppy teach the old "new tricks"
You can make that same cuddly puppy warm the coldest of hearts
With a few wet and well placed licks.
You can make a loving child
Turn someone's tears to smiles,
You can spread your love and miracles
Over endless miles.
You can!
;10:35 PM
every1 has the ability 2 do work..
muz hav confidence wif evry single thing we do..
do bother bout how other ppl look at u,
how dey tink bout u,
make sure u did ur best,
dun feel sad wif de thing doesn't turn well,
den feel depress when u tink u could hav do a betta job,
dun feel emo when ppl givin a high hope on u but de thing doesn't turn out like wad u expected...
and nvr give up,
'winner will nvr quit,quitter will nvr win'
de most important thing is we hav 2 learn from our mistake,
make sure we don't repeat de same mistakes..
;10:26 PM
juz change my blogskins,
dun ask me y???
coz i also duno y,
mb juz find it nice in de way,
mb juz sick of my old blogskins,
mb juz feel borin,find sumting interestin 2 do,
mb.....
101 mb came in my mind now...
my brain is full of question mark???
why? why? why?
why dis? why dat?
dis kind of question is killin me off..
seen like i had been suffering frm HYPOXIA..
lack of oxygen de whole day..
juz feel like dyin..
tokin like out of breath..
walkin like a dead body lookin 4 her sprit..
busy wif all kind of stuff,
runnin up n down,
but in de end can't even get de thing done,
didn't even noe wad am i doin,
sumtime juz feel like leavin evrythin behind,
but i can't
i need a break!!!
my phone nearly kena rampas 2day
ya 2day..
place? biolab..
detail? lazy 2 tel..
read properly is
nearly,
so still counted quite luckly 2day,
i hate school,
exam comin,
killin me off man,
sick n tiring~
