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Sunday, November 30, 2008;6:54 PM
I wonder if he remembers me
Or if I'm just a memory
I wonder if he thinks of us
Or if he finds it useless
I wonder how things would be
If he had never left me
I wonder how he is
And if I'm still a love of his
I think about him everyday
And wonder if he's okay
I think about how happy we were
And the memories make the tears stir
I think about the plans we made
While we were laying in the shade
I think about all we said
And the lives we lead
To not know
Where to go
To not know where to find
A place where he may hide
To not be able to see his face
Puts my heart so out of place
To not know when he's near
Is my greatest fear
There's so much in my head
That I wish I'd said
There's so many missed kisses
For my unanswered wishes
There's only so many ways
For me to make it through the days
There's so little light
In my heart tonight
What would I say
If given a day
What would happen
If I could have him
What joy it would bring
To hear him sing
What would I feel
If he were here for real
I miss him each day
That he is away
I miss him looking out for me
The way it used to be
I miss his love
That protected me like a glove
I miss him
So much it's made my heart dim
I wonder if he still cares
That's a question that tears
I wonder what he's like
If he'd tell me to take a hike
I wonder if he fears
That I don't hold him dear
But most of all
I wonder if he still loves me
Or if I'm just a memory
Of what used to be
Monday, November 17, 2008;12:30 AM

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didnt know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we've been through

go in, come in
thought i heard a knock
who's there? no one
thinking that i deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

how could i turn on the tv
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings

if im dreaming
dont wanna let, hurt my feelings

but thats the path, i believe in
and i know that, time will heal it
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

since theres no more you and me
its time i let you go so i can be free
and live my life how it should be
no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you
yes i will

thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time
;12:10 AM
why am i doing all this.
i knew i will get hurt once again but yet i still choose to do so
when all this things gonna stop???





A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding..
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..
And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except me..
Saturday, November 01, 2008;7:28 PM
If this is goodbye, don't come back
if this is the end, don't wake me up.



The hottest love has the coldest end.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.
I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken ,than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.
The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most
Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.
Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream

Breaking up is not a stupid thing; instead it makes you a better person and realize your mistakes.
I don't try to remember us but when I do, it brings a smile to my lips and a tear to my eye.
I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had.
Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You
No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry

If You Really Love Something Set It Free.If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be
Moving on is simple,it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult
Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.
Should I hate you because you hurt me?Or should I love you because you made me feel special?
Deep down you know it's best for yourself,but you hate the thought of him being with someone else.

Now I believe it when people say love is blind... 'cause I must have been blind to love a person like you.
It's like my mind knows what's right but my heart is being retarded and still cares
When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar.
I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had.But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.
I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to.

You hurt me more than I deserve,how can you be so cruel?I love you more than you deserve,why am I such a fool?
Wise men say, only fools rush in. But I can't help falling in love with you.
To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.
In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.
Memories are the best souvenirs.

If your love does not work with that person,it just means that someone else loves you more.
There is nothing sadder in this life than to watch someone you love walk away after they have left you.To watch the distance between your two bodies expand until there is nothing left but empty space... and silence.
Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if I wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.
A relationship is like a train. If one passes, then the next one will come. I'm sure and if you get off the train, you'll realize that everything is the same
Relationships are like crystals, you don't realize how much you love it until it breaks.

A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you..
I cry because I know he doesn't feel the way I do. I cry because I think of how pathetic I am
Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.
Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.

You taught me how to love; you taught me how to live; you taught me how to laugh; you taught me how to cry, but when you left, you forgot to teach me how to forget you.
Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.
Love that we can not have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.
Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself.
Love is letting go of the one you love, hoping that they will come back to you when they realize what they have lost.

A million words wouldn't bring you back. I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears. I know because I've cried.
Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain, even if these arms should want to embrace you again, and even if I’m all cried out and no longer in pain... I’ll never fall in love that way again.
There are reasons we met, reasons for the good and the bad times, and more importantly, a reason to an end. We have more to learn, more to experience, and more loving left in this lifetime.
Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option.
Love is born with a smile, grows with a kiss, and dies with a tear.

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.
I just want one day to go by where I'm not pretending I'm happy!
I loved him with all my heart and he did for a while. I can forgive him for ending it, for no longer loving me, but i cannot forgive that he did not tell me why. Becuase that is what hurts the most
Never cry over somebody who would not cry over you.
trust only what you see with your eyes cause the heart tells lies

I knew it was over when he walked away and didn't cry
why do we always forget what we want to remember and remember what we want to forget. its hard to move on when u have been broken and u think i loved him didnt he see that. maybe he did. and he probably cared a lot but he moved on so u have to too. just put a smile on and enjoy life. its easier said than done but u can do anything u put ur heart to.
Your heart never breaks, it goes through a process of getting stronger
A song that could only once make me smile, can now only make me cry.
what is here today, may not be here tomorrow...

I'm trying to forget about you. because i know you have forgot all about me. for the things i may not know. for the things i may regret.
Don't make someone your Everything because when the leave, you have Nothing left
when ever I see you...I always remember the way you hurted me...I always remember that you have other girl...I always remember how you smiled at me...But the worst thing is I remember how you ignored me everytime you see me...
She knew listening to "their song" would kill her inside, but she couldn't resist clicking on it, and just like she knew...She couldn't keep herself from crying, no matter how hard she tried.
breakup : you're one step closer to the one you're meant to be with


Having the love of your life break up with you and saying we can still be friends, is like your dog dying and your mom saying you can still keep it!

You were the one that could alway make me smile
You were the one that could always make me laugh
You were the one who could always tell when i was mad or sad
You were the one who always knew wat i was thinking just by looking in my eyes
You were the one i always trusted
You were the one that told me u never wanted to lose me
You were the one that always cheered the loudest for me when i had a track meet but.....
You were the one that let me down
You were the one that broke a big promise to me
You were the one i never thought would do that
You were the one who broke me heart

Forget the times he walked by,
Forget the times he made you cry,

Forget the times he spoke your name,
Remember now your not the same.

Forget the times he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,

Forget the times & Don't pretend,
Remember now he's just your friend.




You're
cutest sweetest nicest greatest most romantic most insencsetive jerk i have ever met


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