i tink i muz b crazy..
as de exam comin nearer, de more often i came on9..
wad wrong wif me man, any1 wun like 2 stop me frm comin on9..
exam is juz dis comin monday,
n 4 nw i hvn finish study a single sub
doesn't hav de mood 2 study nw,
dun feel lik takin test
feel so relaxin
2day add math tui like killin me
didn't even noe how 2 do a single ques
can't finish answerin..
dis is wad i got since i didn't bother 2 flick thru my add math wb at all..
mondy havin bm n math paper
n tmr most probably out 4 de whole day..
haihz, i'm well prepare dat i'll drop cls next yr..
but hopefully dis nt gonna come true
gtg nw, gonna pray hard 4 my test
chao~~
i bein emo nw...
juz thought bout evry single thing dat happened 4 de past few yr...
i hate myself
i hate it
i hate my life
dis is nt de way i lookin forward 4
i hate it
i hate evrysingle thing included myself
i haf tired of it
i haf enuf of all dis nonsense
dis world has nt luv at all
is juz full of hates
i can't feel de warm
i feel so cold walkin alone at the middle of the nite
but luckly u came over
u let me realise dat i'm nt alone
u had been watchin me frm far
u noe evry sigle thing happen
u noe wad i feel, wad i wan
u cheer me up
thx 4 lendin me ur shoulder
n b der 4 my listener..
today date is 24 september 2006, 8 more days to our end yr test..
i haven study anything yet..
ppl cry.. lets us cry now...
can't imagine how am i gonna survive 4 de comin week
mb i shud turn myself into a nerd right now!!!
shud start study after bloggin
hope i can do it..
ystd was fun...
mb dis is de laz time we can stay together wif snr..
laz time de 3 generasion stay 2gether wif all 15 of us present..
after dis f5 will b havin their spm
n f3 will b facin their pmr soon..
dis remind me de time we spend 2gether
we laugh
we cried
we scream
we shout
we sang
we pray
all this memories will always keep it in my heart
miz the song we sang together..
n we sang the song ystd,
dat moment is so sweet, de best part of day..
we had fun wif de snr..
we sang de meaningful songs to dem..
eventhough our performance was bad as our voice like shit due to sum factors
but dat part reli made all of us cried..
eventhough was bad but touchin dat true i can't deny it..
had all kind of feeling, n expression
~happy
~sad
~tired
~thxful
happy bcoz i met yvonne, pei man, su qin n wei ling
long time didn't c dem..
n also long time didn't hav fun wf de snr
evry1 is so stress as de test juz ard de corner..
so finally ystd evry1 was laughin
release all de stress..
sad durin hand over time, dat was de sadest part..
we apart wif our snr.. n now we r de oldest hahahaha..
tired due to lack of sleep de nite b4..
doin de shirt 4 de snr.. all of them stay in my house discuss all kind of thing..eventhought our paintin suck but overall it turn out nt bad
i suppose 2 thx lotz of ppl durin my speech but i was kachong at dat moment so didn't reli get to tok much..
i reli wan thx snr 4 helpin me thru out my journey
thx 4 all ur advise n guidance..
without ur i wun turn out like hu am i nw..
juz nw wad ur mentioned b4 without ur i wun hav all de knowledge i had right nw..
is all bcoz of ur..
my blog is like so dead.. my poor lil blog..
recently busy wif all those folio,peka n presentation stuff..
end yr exam is juz ard de corner, bout 2 weeks time..
n i hav nt enuf time 2 study..
nxt week haf de hari keusahawan,agm..
all kind of activities is comin up..
tink we all so free ke??
n evry single activities, tchr always wants de f4 to participate
juz b'coz we nt takin PMR or SPM dis yr..
gosh,we also havin our test k..
as wad i mention earlier, our f4 life is damn hectic..
2day woke up earlier than usual, went 4 acc tui..
happy wei, my acc finally imbang..
once n 4 all..
but atleast i understand betta now..
when n play badminton at tiara..
de six of us were so crazy..
Ooops..mb oli de 4 of us(shy,linn.nessa n me)
but we didn't play dat well, coz laz time i plyed was about 6 yrs ago...
n till now oli i realise dat i can't even serve de ball...
keep on using ping pong style 2 serve a badminton...
k,dat was funny...
in the end i give ip so decided 2 let shy serve all de ball..
fine dat was
case memalukan 1...dat still more comin up..
so we decided 2 find out hu is de worst player among 4 de 6 of us..
den dat fella haf de belanja us makan..
so we started wif our single games..
dis time nessa versus me..
fine,but shy n linn hanging ard de area der, duno wad dey lookin 4..
suddenlyn i heard shy shouted my name, so i turned 2 their direction..
i saw dis 2 gurl in the squash room,
first i thought dey juz wanna say hi
but act dey askin help from me
guess wad..
dis 2 stupid gurl lock dem self inside de squash room..
so de 4 of us laughing like mad..
geeeeeee...
dis was
case memalukan 2when i ran der n tried 2 open de door 4 dem
i realise dat i was laughin like mad n i can't find wher is de entrance
can't find de door..
dat was quite funny at dat moment
can't blame me also de whole thing was glass wad
so muz understand was quite hard 4 me 2 act look 4 de door..
case memalukan 3den we went n haf lunch at 1 of de restoran b4 our add math tui
den we took cab 2 omega..
de 3 of us took 1 cab as nessa leavin earlier
so when we reach omega, it started rain heavly
den dat 2 gurl gety down 2 cab n left me alone inside..
n dat is a long queue behind de cab so impossible u expect me 2 stay n de taxi anymore longer rite..
so i rush out de cab
n i though my bag was hangin ard my shoulder..
but too bad it didn't
so when i got down de cab my bag fell
n it got wet..
but de worst part was 'sum1' is der
dat was so memalukan wei...
case memalukan 4..dat bout all
thx god no more case memalukan happen..
SUCCESS & FAILURE
I DO NOT CHOOSE TO BE A COMMON MAN
i do not choose to be a common man
it is my right to be uncommon
i seek opportunity, not security,
i do not wish to be a kept citizen, cowered
and deluded by having the state to look after me
i want to take the calculated risk,
to dream and to build, to fail and to succeed.
i refuse to barter incentive for the dole
iprefer the chanllenges of life to dole
i prefer the challenges of life to the
guaranteed existence; the thrill of fulfillment
instead of a stale utopia
i will not trade freedom for beneficence,
nor my dignity for a handout.
i will never cower before any master,
nor bend to any threat
it is my heritage to stand erect,
pround and unfraid
to think and act for myself
to enjoy the benefits of my creations
and to face the world boldly,
and to say "this i have done".
all this is what it means to be a man
