Sunday, December 31, 2006;3:40 PM
i'm here again..
laz day of 2006..
a few hrs more its gonna b 2007
a brand new yr
its gonna come
mb it time 4 me 2 say thks 2 dis wonderful n pathetic yr
wad had i done so far
wad i did in dis pathetic 2006
its time 4 me 2 make a conclusion 4 dis yr..
ermhem..
wher shud i start
1st of all when it came 2 dis f4 life,
i tot i can relax n had lotz fun
1st day of sch tchr start telling us
eventhought ur f4 dis yr
but nvrever
take f4 as honeymoon yr
so we been force 2 study..
dis yr was quite different
new principle
new system..
sch getting stricter than previous yr
i mean really strict
2006 has really been a wonderful n terrific yr..
y i describe it dis way..
coz is a yr wif all e up n down..
it was adventures n enjoyable yr...
rmb e beggining of e yr
i was quite emo
when i heard bout e 'bad news' dat we cn't make it as adult
n i get very frustrated at dat period of time
quite stress, worry 4 dis n dat..
n f4 is like a brand new story..
like wad u had been study is a crap..
f4 is nt gonna like f3..
evrythin 4 me is new..
i noe nth bout f4
even till now..
skipping cls 2 much
so was blur while tchr teaching
dis yr attended lotz of camp wheter in o outside sch
a total of 5
nice number
it started wif st john camp, ILTC (interact leadership training camp) i used 2 call it pre-national service camp, National camp, st john intensive camp n it ended again wif st john camp which juz happened recently..
had fun, learned stuff...
i tink next yr i wud hav e chance 2 go 4 any camp..
overall
thks 4 my fren
always helping me thru n always b my side n b my listener.. listen 2 all my nagging..
kkg
eventhought der is dis period of time e4 of us had sum misunderstand o unhappy wif each other but we manage 2 overcome it.. we went thru lotz of stuff.. we watched movie,shopin, takin photo, posing, campin,'study' (did we) n lotz of thing 2gether..dis is how e kkg came frm... thx lotz...
oku's member
we went thru all e up n down, thx 4 helping me all along.. dat period of time i was quite stress
if without all ur support n encouragin me i wud had giv up by dat time.. we stayed up juz wan 2 make e event success..eventhough is wasn't turn up like wad we expected but dun worry i hav faith in ur.. we will do it betta next time...
special thx 2
CNC 2005 & CNA 2006
shu pei, nithya, shanu & chun ling nt 4getting myself...
thx buddy, we went thru lotz of up n down s well dis yr.. thx 4 helping me all along,rmb those day we used 2 stick 2gether.. had all e fun 2gether wif ur is really nice.. i'm glad dat i get 2 met each of ur..without ur help, no matter how hard i did it wud b successful.. rmb e 5 of us will always stick 2gether..a team need a member of 5 if lack of any of us it wud b a team, rmb our tree??? i belief we will b able 2 c dat another 100 yrs or even more.. no1 can repalce any of us here..dis is a promise n i really mean it... rmb we promise each other muz study hard 4 our spm.. i belief we can..
shu pei- my no1,my leader,my teamie, my buddy,my mummy, my boyfriend, my twin, our gold fish..
laz yr we used 2 stick 2gether 24 7.. eventhough we in different cls next yr we will still stick 2gether coz 1st thing ine morning u will still c me in e bus sit beside u, unless sum1 dare 2 sit beside u..take same bus 4 same tui, back home by same car... so no1 can replace me hahaha.unless u found sum1 else dat as cute as me... hahah (perasan).. if u gt any probs we will sure always b der b ur listener..i mean e 3 of us.. nit shud b toking none stop...
nithya-my no.2, my teamie, my buddy, my oku's no1, our marian..
i tink now u shud b very happy.. coz juz heard sum gd news frm u.. really happy 4 u, next yr we gonna b classmate 2 n u hav 2 sit bside me..muhahahah, but dun tok 2 mmuch while tchr teachin.. n make sure we encourage each other 2 strive hard.. lets work hard 2gether
shanu- my no.4, my teamie, my partner,my buddy , my oku's 7, our ants...
we had been partner 4 so long ni matter in case o nursing.. really nice 2 has u as my partner.. if a team without u will hav no fun at all.. my partner in crime s well always go lepakin 2gether..
chun ling-my no. 5, my teamie, my buddy, our autie yap, our liang po po..
proud of u gals.. my hardworkin buddy always attend class n complete all e hw.. u r e best no5.. gd in acting..luckly dat time we chose u instead of her.. i wud regret 2 intake u as a part of us.. eventhougth u can't join us all e time, i was quite mad also bcoz of dis but slowly i understand dat u hav ur difficultly, n i noe dat eventhough u nt der 2gether wif us but ur heart r always wif us..
CNC04 & CNA 05
ymun, stef,sujen,veron,sara,suzanne
thx all of ur.. ur taught me lotz of thing..let me realise e other side of me, i nvr knew dat my sec's life turn up like dis. e houling u c 2day is bcoz of ur.. without any1 of ur dis world wud hav e houling ur saw.. mb der was sum misunderstandin between us but no matter wad i really happy dat i got ur as my snr.. all e fun n stuff we went thru 2gether will always stay deep in my heart.. dat e momeries dat i nvr wan 2 4get...
sujen
u has been a really great snr all along..is really wonderful knowing u as a snr, get 2 noe u betta as a no.3...u taught me evrything i knew 2day. all my skills n knowledge is mainly frm u.. 1 thing i wan 2 tel u, laz time b4 my 1st sj camp.. i did case wif ur team.. i was damn scare esp e treatment part.. i saw u scolding dat gal bcoz of her mistake.. so i kinda afraid 2 do case wif ur.. but i hav no choice so as a no.3 hav 2 do splinting wif e no.4 which is u.. u giv me dat looks n e way u tok really push me lotz.. i was so afraid dat u will scold me so i did my best n dis is how improving my skills all along.. so actually u did push me lotz all along, coz i always wan 2 complete wif u n make sure myself as good as u.. u scolded us when we did any mistake, but we know is 4 our own good.. u played a big part in mylife.. i'm thankfull dat i get 2 met u as my snr...
CNC06 & CNA07
kelly, julia, yi thng,shar linn,hui yen
sumtime u were very naughty,playfull,immature but is time 4 ur 2 grow up.. rmb dat ur r no more cadet, muz learn how 2 grow up, ur hav 2 lead ur jnrs.. n we can't b der all e time 4 u guyz.. but if u gt any probs dun b shy 2 ask us, nt only in sj in other stuff s well.. we will always help ur up.. during dis yr i did learn lotz thing frm u guyz 2.. rmb wad ur promise us make sure ur make it happen.. 1 thing i wan 2 said bout ur is i proud of u gals..nvr ever giv up.. n muz hav faith in ur team..belief 1 another.. no matter i much we scolded ur, is all 4 ur own gd n no matter wad ur did ur r really my great jnrs..
1 laz ting
always rmb der is 5 of ur
no more 1 man shows
any of ur faced any probs rmb 2 help each other
n always b der 4 ur teammate
advise for e jnrs...
start study when sch reopen..
dun b like me
avoid skipping class
n make sure u absorb wadever tchr teach ur...
all n all is bout my 2006..
sad
2007 is comin
i will miss u 2006...
goobye my 2006!!!
Saturday, December 30, 2006;10:50 PM
Heyz, ppl!!!
My comp is back..
I’m back 2 on9 s well
Hurray~~~
But e sad thing is sch gonna reopen soon..
I had been MIA 4 a period of time
U guyz muz b wonder wad I did during dis period of time
So now I gonna start my story..
Mb ur saw de similar thing in sum1 else’s blog
But I dun care, I juz wan 2 blog bout it..
Juz right after my 2nd laz post
I went 4 dis sj camp in SAB
Dis was e 3rd time I went 4 dis camp
But e only different is
I went as urusetia
Hahaha
No more participant
But hack noe urusetia life in camp is nt as easy as wad I tot
Dis yr camp was held at SAB..
from e 9-13
Previous yr was in Bandar seri alam
Which is much more betta n comfortable 4 e urusetia..
U will noe y later on..
I nvr knew dat SAB was so DIRTY!!!
Terrible!!!
U will nvr wan 2 go back der…
Day 1
Went der in time.. 8 am reached SAB..
Punctuality is important 4 a st johner..(hahah)
N is happen 2 b e 4 of us(pei,nit ,chun ling n I) was de only gal urusetia der
So obviously we r incharge of e gal accomodation..
e camp laz 4 5 days n 4 nites
So 1st of all we hav 2 settle e room 4 dem 2 slp at nite..
Guess wad???
Dis happen 2 b e block right in front of e field..
It may looks new for outside
But actually is in really bad condition..
So e guy were stayed on de 3rd floor n e gal stayed on e 2nd floor
If ur happen 2 b der, I sure all of ur will got a shock
De classroom in e 3rd floor was damn messy..
Seen like juz right after a gang fight..table were everywhere..
Rubbish were hangin here n der
Juz can’t imagine izit a classroom..
Is so dusty…
No electricity 4 de guy at all
So in the end dey gonna move 2 e other block..
Den e 4 of us cleaned e canteen while e rest sat nicely in e air-con room
Dey chose e papa camp n mama camp
Papa camp was dis SDJ guy
Pelangi dey all used 2 called him LAP
Damn funny
N mama camp happen 2 b kelly…
During e classes was damn boring
So e 4 of us went missing
We went 2 out tempo room
Totally went crazy der…
e most sucky part was dis talentine
Nit n me was runin up n down juz bcoz of dis talentine..
Is only 1st day of camp
Didn’t even get 2 noe each other well
So can’t expect any fun frm dat nite..
Evry1 shy shy..
Dun dare 2 do dis n dat..
Cham..
I rmb laz time our talentine even gt ppl bought guitar, cd dis n dat..
So fun..
After talentine, all de urusetia had 2 stayed n discuss bout e game 4 e next day
N all of us was so tiring
But we still gt dis patrol duty 2 do..
Dun tink we always so lazy
Always sleep while e participant having clases
We sleep during day time bcoz we can’t sleep while e participant will sleeping
So actually we r much more tiring than them
We were didvided into 2 shift
1st shift- 11.30 til 3.00
2nd shift- 3.00 til 6.00
After discussed bout game ledi 12 plus
Den nit n me went n bath at middle of the nite wif cold water
Can u imagine how cold izit
But indirectly de water did woke us up
Everything settle the time redy nearly 2
So we decided nt 2 slp wait till our shift
E both of us was hunting 4 food
Guess wad we found
JUNK FOOD
But I felt bad coz woke de guy up twice
4 junk food
Soree…
Den keegan fetch us 2 7/11 ..
Back secretly n is time 4 our shift
Lingesh company us do duty
Once again de 3 of us stayed up
Juz like wad happened on e way back frm national 2 jb
We had fun tokin here n der
Duty ended at 6 had 2 get redy by 6.30 so might s well dun slp..
Day 2
didn't get 2 slp
had 2 march..
so no choice had 2 march..
tiring~
after marching
gt morning run..
obviously is nt 4 us 2 run
is e participant
e funniest part was dey hav 2 sing st john song
wif semangat...
n e pelangi guy follow them n run...
in the afternoon, i couldn't take it
so manage 2 take a nap bout 2 hrs i tink
but dat enuf 4 me..
nite hav dis treasure hunt organized by ec
erm... no comment
eventhought my group gt laz
but i c a very strong mind character in all of them...
they nvr giv up until they reach e finish line
help each other
courage each other..
n we tak n pelangi gang take turn 2 wear dis warewolf mask
but it doesn't scared me at all
at nite.. nit too tired went n slp so kesian her dun wan wake her up
so it ended up me
hav 2 went thru dis dark corridor by my own 2 e toilet..
den i kesian pei e only gal doin duty so did duty wif her 4 e 1st shift wif e rest of urusetia
den pei went n slp
so left me alone der
listening 2 all e story
thx lingesh 4 e drink if nt i wud b able 2 stayed up dat nite
2nd nite left lingesh n me.. toking
tokin wif ling ling(lingesh nickname)
tok bout e past n future
miss those day we had 2gether 4 training..
again 7 woke them up
didn't get 2 slp at all
day 3
is all e classes
wanted 2 stayed 4 e classes but cannot tahan
eventhought i wanted 2 listen 2 all de burn n stuff but
still went n sleep
so miss sum part..
n nit happen 2 slp at e back of those high up chair at e back of lectures room..
den we had dis pratical after dinner conducted by all e urusetia..
nite we plan dis wif all e ajk
obviously we get mr.perba permission 1st
so lingesh,venod,surein,pei,nit,leroy n me were masterpiece
we kena in our 1st camp ...
we woke 2 participant up at 3.30
actually wanted earlier but e clases ended 2 late so when evrything settle redy nearly 2..
dis is e only nite dat all de urusetia present doin duty..
dat day was full of excited n adventures.. cool
leroy bcame dis story teller told them bout 'his dream' dat mr.perba used 2 tell us..
i will nvr forget dis
'i had a dream juz now... i can't wait til 2 tel ur tmr morning... i muz woke ur up n tell ur now... '
den he started his dream....
it laz 4 1 hrs n 20 mins...
actually we only wanted half n hrs but he drag till so long...
den programme ended dis way
leroy- l
participant- p
urusetia- ajk
l: juz now we taught ur pratical did ur ever say thank you???
p: ~silent~
l: u tink we teach ur damn easy huh??? did ur noe how 2 appreciate
p: ~remain silent~
l: (he tot dey will say thank you so fifnshed his sentence den let them off)
l: all of ur go n sleep now...
p:~ juz stand der~
l: go lar!!!!
den all of them went off, when dey walked halfway up 2 de staire shuz juz ran 2ward us n whisper den we started blown e whistle again..
all e participant ran down masuk baris again...
l:(turn 2 us) y i didn't hear ppl say THANK YOU(purposely shout de laz 2 word lound)
ajk: smiling
l: heyz, wad we waiting for??? e sky 2 drop zit???
ajk: look ard...
p: ~stand still der~
l: come lar..let gamble ... (he gather alll de ajk n start pretending playing cards)
damn lame"""
l: how cum we played cards here, gt ppl stand der n watch like watching movie
ajk: started laughing
den ajk started all kind of funniest stuff
l: y can't ur juz say thank you.. zit dat hard...
p: thank you urusetia teaching us juz now... blabla...
l: actually is nt dat we wan ur 2 say thank you 2 us, we wan ur 2 understand....blabla( another long story)
finally dey went n sleep
so ec gang stood at e staire right infront out room
lingeh, nit n me again laying on de court...
i was playing wif e torchlight..
den out of suddenlyn dis 2 ppl came n tok 2 us...
dis nite let me understand lot of think
sum stuff is nt like wad i'm tinking..
n even got worst..
again i didn't sleep...
day 4
again classes..i slept again in the afternoon..evening der is dis telematch by pei, nit n i...
was quite fun... b4 e movie started n went n bath alone damn scary when i walked pass dis corridor i heard sum noise so i stood der 4 a few sec.. der is no1 at de back o infront of me.. so i ran down 2 my room.. all alone in the room was scary too.. so i juz chuck my stuff aside didn't even dare 2 dry my hair n faster walked up ... movie nite... dis time is remeber the titans. used 2 watch it e day right b4 out national comp.. i luv dat movie dat y i can stayed awake thru out e whole movie.. e feeling is back once again.. but der still sum ppl fall asleep, so our dear lingesh hav 2 woke them up..
after movie, colin fetch us out 4 supper, coz we didn't had our dinner so was starving..
vinod la order same thing as me so he make e teh tarik gao plus roti bom with condense milk
super sweet wei..
back from supper we watched sum hindi movie at bilik gerakan wif e junk food...
we watched dhoom and don.. but halfway thru i went n sleep...
when e whistle blow i tot dey woke e participant up at de middle of de nite again so i benggang look at my phone n fall a sleep again..so force 2 woke up naik bendera...
last day
flag raising.. e 4 of us incharge of casualty fake up.. is really fun... den clear up.. we had dis closing caremony.. those team hu win in both game will get junk food..papa n mama camp also will get..those hu lost in e game will get kuih dat leftover..n dat 2 hu b e star of e class will get a award 4 more kuih but dat is 1 extra so mr. perba make e 2 of them fight for it.. hu eat de slowest will get another 1..den all de ajk will get lingo biscuit.. which lingesh very pround of..
camp ended at 7 ..
overall
dis camp i learned a lot.. i learned 2 understand lotz of stuff.. i enjoyed all e nite i stayed up it might b tiring but actually i had lotz fun n i learned lotz frm e rest..get 2 noe each other betta.. i had 2 admit dat i did grown up lotZ.. i learn how 2 let go..dis camp was fun.. among all e camp i wud like 2 say st john camp was e best coz i hav learn while i hav fun... but dis yr camp is no longer as strict as e camp i went 4 e 1st time...lazt time i rmb i can't even open my eyes, i bought a bottle of i drop n i finish it by my own during e camp.. i'm kinda miss e camp.. hav lotz of fun.. mb is only e urusetia will tink dat is fun while 4 e participant will tot dat dis is such a torturing camp.. but u hav 2 suffer 1st b4 u enjoy...
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22 december
e 8 of us,keegan,kevin,colin,surein,siao ting, adeline, shu pei n i went 2 sg...
such a odd group rite.. we walked in 3 group, kevin,keegan,colin 1 group; pei,linn n i ,another group;siao ting n surein b e 3rd group..we suppose 2 met up at cs by 8.30..linn ,pei n i reached cs earlier by 8.. so pei decided 2 had her breakfast in mcd while waiting 4 e rest 2 ome..out of no wher colin juz pop out.. he wif his lame joke nearly make pei puke... slowly surein n siao ting reached.. left e other 2 'da shao ye'.. finally e 2 of them came,keegan n kevin..
so we headed 2 s'pore.. we went 2 jurong 1st wanted 2 skate but der is some occassion goin on so we only b able 2 skate by 1.30... so e guy lead e way.. we take MRT 2 commonwealth.. guess wad we met mei hui n sujen, such a coincidence.. dey juz stood right infront of me.. n i can juz recongnized them easily coz mei hui like quite tall.. we take e same bus 2 e same place den met them again in e bus stop.. once again take e same bus 2 e same place..
we saw dis keegan's shoes
remind u of hu??? isn't looks like surein...
so e guy bought us 2 sum sport shop..unfortunately most of e shop r nt yet open so dey went 2 mcd n hav their lunch.. actually only keegan n kevin order.. e guy enjoyed their food, didn't even offer us.. so ' gentleman'
dis is our lunch.. share by e 4 gals...
look at e guy's table now...
pei stare at them...
so we went n shop after their lunch den back 2 jurong again 4 ice skate.. once we got e tix redy 1.30.. actually only kevin damn pro wif it, den colin,keegan,pei was quite gd s well.so pity e rest of us..as a beginner stuck at e side... i did fall lotz.. but in e edn i had a conclusion if u dun fall u will nvr learn.. so e guyz like enjoyey laughin at us falling.. well, i ran away frm keegan coz of sum stuff.. then, really thx 2 pei n colin hu taught me how 2 skate.. arigato gozaimasu..hav lotz of fun.. we skate til bout 5.30..den went 4 dinner.. b4 we left nt 4getting taking pics..
gals...
group pics
candid of bugs bunny
penguin refuse 2 leave home..
after dinner went 2 orchard 2 c xmas light den went shopping again.. quite tiring but taken lotz of photo.. all credit 2 dis pro photographer colin..hahah once again thx so much..
guess how much is dis watch??? 16125 sg dollar
merry christmas!!!
i luv dis... tiffany damn pretty
isn't sweet
in e middle of e road
juz look at e background nt e 2 ppl der..
e piano play by itself ... cool~
3 sakai sitting at shopping complex...
de rest of the day...
sleep, eat, watching tv n tuiton
so sad...
* guess der will b lotz of typo mistake... really tired now.. signing off..
Thursday, December 21, 2006;12:11 AM
is weird when u guys came on9 n not seeing dis'houling' on9
dis gals since de hols started nearly on9 247 evry single day
but juz after de camp she went missing 4 so long..
wad wrong wif her, u guyz muz b wonder..
now i'm at linn's hse i can't go on9
duno wad wrong wif my line or either my comp
can't even connect at all
so too bad 4 me..
staying at home n do nth
damn bored
so any1 hu pity dis gal..
pls call me out..
once i came back frm camp..
duno wad happened 2 my hse..
1 tv gone 4 certain reason so left dis small tv at home
den can't on9.. sad..
how cum my hols ended up like dis...
sad..
can sum1 save me...
Monday, December 04, 2006;10:00 PM
very lazy 2 blog lately... dun really feel like comin on9..
recently i realised dat my life is so meaningless
y???
no idea...
laz 2 yr used 2 busy wif dis n dat
n didn't really get 2 enjoyed much durin de hols
but atleast i felt dat my hols was meaningfull
now i found dat my life is like so meaningless
evryday no idea wad am i suppose 2 do
no idea wad my life is all bout
i'm so lost
i'm juz blindly spend my time aimlessly..
actually wad i had been doin durin de past few week is juz nth
really
seriously i didn't do wad am i suppose 2 do...
evryday
4am sleep
2pm wake up
had lunch
2.30 watchin dvds/0n9
7pm dinner
7.30 watching dvds again/on9
4am sleep
dis is wad i had been doin lately if i stayed at home
is such a unhealthy routine..
if any of ur realise my dark eye ring is getting worst den laz time
but wad the hell am i doin now
while de f5 study hard 4 their spm
i sitting infront of de computer watchin dvds..
now their spm is over
is my turn 2 study
spm is juz less than 1 yr time
n if i nt gonna start now i will suffer next yr
but evrytime when i decided 2 study it will nvr ever happen
so.. wad i gonna do is study more
n NO COMPUTER 4 now...[ but is quite hard]
nvr i will try...
my tuin started laz sun
was bio
really borin when de tchr tokin bout all de unicellular thing
but luckly it came 2 dis human body cell
it catch my attention
but de way she,mdm tan ans de ques is like so different frm de way cheng expected frm us
so quite confusing nw..
neway bio is hard when it come 2 f5 dis is wad i heard frm evry1..
duno whether is true o nt
but hopefully is nt
coz my bio suck dis yr..
next week gonna start wif other subs..
more n more tui is comin up..
next yr i gonna stuck wif all de tui..
mon- physics
tues- acc
wed- patrick practice
thurs- chemistry
fri- bm & add math
sat- cocuriculum
sun- bio
i'm gonna suffer like hell
no free day 4 me 2 stay at home..
crap~~~
n my life gonna be so boring evryday
study study n study
can sum1 lead de way or bring sum light 2 my life 2 brighten my days...
i shall take a deep breath in~
inhale~
exhale~
relax~
relax~
relax~
i shall pray 4 de best i want...
neway goin 4 camp dis comin week
can't wait
hahahah
i shall enjoyed myself 1st b4 i start study
esp 4 dis hols
coz next yr i will b takin spm while other ppl enjoyin their hols..
signing off..
