very lazy 2 blog lately... dun really feel like comin on9..
recently i realised dat my life is so meaningless
y???
no idea...
laz 2 yr used 2 busy wif dis n dat
n didn't really get 2 enjoyed much durin de hols
but atleast i felt dat my hols was meaningfull
now i found dat my life is like so meaningless
evryday no idea wad am i suppose 2 do
no idea wad my life is all bout
i'm so lost
i'm juz blindly spend my time aimlessly..
actually wad i had been doin durin de past few week is juz nth
really
seriously i didn't do wad am i suppose 2 do...
evryday

4am sleep
2pm wake up
had lunch
2.30 watchin dvds/0n9
7pm dinner
7.30 watching dvds again/on9
4am sleep

dis is wad i had been doin lately if i stayed at home
is such a unhealthy routine..
if any of ur realise my dark eye ring is getting worst den laz time
but wad the hell am i doin now
while de f5 study hard 4 their spm
i sitting infront of de computer watchin dvds..
now their spm is over
is my turn 2 study
spm is juz less than 1 yr time
n if i nt gonna start now i will suffer next yr
but evrytime when i decided 2 study it will nvr ever happen
so.. wad i gonna do is study more
n NO COMPUTER 4 now...[ but is quite hard]
nvr i will try...

my tuin started laz sun
was bio
really borin when de tchr tokin bout all de unicellular thing
but luckly it came 2 dis human body cell
it catch my attention
but de way she,mdm tan ans de ques is like so different frm de way cheng expected frm us
so quite confusing nw..
neway bio is hard when it come 2 f5 dis is wad i heard frm evry1..
duno whether is true o nt
but hopefully is nt
coz my bio suck dis yr..
next week gonna start wif other subs..
more n more tui is comin up..
next yr i gonna stuck wif all de tui..
mon- physics
tues- acc
wed- patrick practice
thurs- chemistry
fri- bm & add math
sat- cocuriculum
sun- bio

i'm gonna suffer like hell
no free day 4 me 2 stay at home..
crap~~~
n my life gonna be so boring evryday
study study n study
can sum1 lead de way or bring sum light 2 my life 2 brighten my days...


i shall take a deep breath in~
inhale~
exhale~
relax~
relax~
relax~
i shall pray 4 de best i want...

neway goin 4 camp dis comin week
can't wait
hahahah
i shall enjoyed myself 1st b4 i start study
esp 4 dis hols
coz next yr i will b takin spm while other ppl enjoyin their hols..

signing off..