harloeeee... finally gt the inspiration to blog.since new year started i hvn bein doin much, evryday laze at home doin nth. no exactly doin nth,i did do sumting,sumting dat useless.wadever,i dun tink ur wan noe bout detail..
let tok bout the the new year. b4 i continue i wish evry happy chinese new year!!!dis was wad i had been hearin frm evry1 but dis yr my new yr doesn't seen 2 b dat fun as previous yr. y i sae so, compare 2 previous yr dis yr i gt most of the ang pao frm my aunt on chinese new yr eve, isn't suppose 2 receive on the 1st day of chinese new yr. that y dis yr i doesn't feel like really celebrating cny. but why?? why they giv the ang pao earlier?? let me tell u. coz most of them might nt b back on the first day of chinese new yr. all went missing, MIA 2 sum other places. n most of my cousins went to girlfriend hse instead of joinin us. i tot the girlfrined suppose 2 b the 1 hu follow her boyfriend 2 his hse pai nian. the society is different now. now e girl gt all the power... wadever, is kindadissapointed in sum way, no more fun, no more joy.. hardly meet each other as every1 grow older yet still dun appreciate it..wadever juz go ahead wadever ur wan..
so kinda pathetics dis yr. so far my acc for my ang pao money is rugi kasar compare 2 laz yr, less ang pao dis yr. suppose 2 visitin ppl share all e joy n happinese n spread e cina luv but evry1 nt ard, semua balik kampung. pity miss wong shynee can't on9 but i tink she hav fun shoppin at kl.
ystd keegan n xunhao( if i'm nt mistaken) pick us ,linn nessa n me 4 breakfast at sentosa.. hav lotz fun.. suprisingly dis time he drove faster compare 2 last time. e speed from max 40 increase to min 80. but soree always lead u to e wrong way frm my hse 2 linn hse. but nt my fault also, i hardly been 2 linn's hse..den we back 2 nessa hse 4 mahjong!!! keegan suppose 2 join us but he wanted 2 slp so balik rumah..pig la u!! nessa as our shifu teach her tudi linn n me how 2 play mahjong. but nt bad, we did win a few time.dis is our first time 2 play mahjong k. but i'm kinda
blur at e beggining but lotz fun in between.. den edwin pick us 4 movie we watch music n lyrics.
damn sweet.. i wish sum1 will compose a song 4 me as well.but too bad i dun hav the luck..then we back 2 nessa hse 4 mahjong again till 10..i'm kinda addicted redy.. mahjong!mahjong!mahjong!
i tok sum photo..
mahjong.. hahaha
nessa wif her cheecky look..
u shud noe hu is dis..
my first winnin game ever..
snoopy set.. i wish i can get 1 too..*hint hint
original fire-grilled burger, anyone??
dis is mine...
linn n me..
mushroom!!! damn cute juz remind me of my same old hairstyle..
pei dis is 4 u..
for linn...
n dis is 4 keegan..
lazt but nt least
dis is 4 my beloved VANESSA HO
let tok bout the the new year. b4 i continue i wish evry happy chinese new year!!!dis was wad i had been hearin frm evry1 but dis yr my new yr doesn't seen 2 b dat fun as previous yr. y i sae so, compare 2 previous yr dis yr i gt most of the ang pao frm my aunt on chinese new yr eve, isn't suppose 2 receive on the 1st day of chinese new yr. that y dis yr i doesn't feel like really celebrating cny. but why?? why they giv the ang pao earlier?? let me tell u. coz most of them might nt b back on the first day of chinese new yr. all went missing, MIA 2 sum other places. n most of my cousins went to girlfriend hse instead of joinin us. i tot the girlfrined suppose 2 b the 1 hu follow her boyfriend 2 his hse pai nian. the society is different now. now e girl gt all the power... wadever, is kinda
so kinda pathetics dis yr. so far my acc for my ang pao money is rugi kasar compare 2 laz yr, less ang pao dis yr. suppose 2 visitin ppl share all e joy n happinese n spread e cina luv but evry1 nt ard, semua balik kampung. pity miss wong shynee can't on9 but i tink she hav fun shoppin at kl.
ystd keegan n xunhao( if i'm nt mistaken) pick us ,linn nessa n me 4 breakfast at sentosa.. hav lotz fun.. suprisingly dis time he drove faster compare 2 last time. e speed from max 40 increase to min 80. but soree always lead u to e wrong way frm my hse 2 linn hse. but nt my fault also, i hardly been 2 linn's hse..den we back 2 nessa hse 4 mahjong!!! keegan suppose 2 join us but he wanted 2 slp so balik rumah..pig la u!! nessa as our shifu teach her tudi linn n me how 2 play mahjong. but nt bad, we did win a few time.dis is our first time 2 play mahjong k. but i'm kinda
blur at e beggining but lotz fun in between.. den edwin pick us 4 movie we watch music n lyrics.
damn sweet.. i wish sum1 will compose a song 4 me as well.but too bad i dun hav the luck..then we back 2 nessa hse 4 mahjong again till 10..i'm kinda addicted redy.. mahjong!mahjong!mahjong!
i tok sum photo..
mahjong.. hahaha
nessa wif her cheecky look..
u shud noe hu is dis..
my first winnin game ever..
snoopy set.. i wish i can get 1 too..*hint hint
original fire-grilled burger, anyone??
dis is mine...
linn n me..
mushroom!!! damn cute juz remind me of my same old hairstyle..
pei dis is 4 u..
for linn...
n dis is 4 keegan..
lazt but nt least
dis is 4 my beloved VANESSA HO
Friday, February 16, 2007;9:44 PM
holidays!!!
test ended on thurs
so linn,pei n i juz decided 2 went out 4 movie after our chem tui
erm huh..
we duno wad 2 watch coz dat few nice movie..
in the end we watched NORBIT
coz we felt dat we really need a gd laugh after test..
as usual gals like 2 take pics
but 2 bad shy can't join us
been yrs dat kkg didn't get 2 go out 2gether gether
here sum pics we took dat day..
test ended on thurs
so linn,pei n i juz decided 2 went out 4 movie after our chem tui
erm huh..
we duno wad 2 watch coz dat few nice movie..
in the end we watched NORBIT
coz we felt dat we really need a gd laugh after test..
as usual gals like 2 take pics
but 2 bad shy can't join us
been yrs dat kkg didn't get 2 go out 2gether gether
here sum pics we took dat day..
next day went 2 sch
dat thing dat really pissed me off~
i shall nt mention it here
now is chinese new year so i shall nt get angry...
wanted 2 update more but recently i'm addicted 2 dis taiwan show
so i tink i'll update more next time...
Friday, February 09, 2007;11:57 PM
FOO HOU LING U GONNA B SO DEAD!!!!
oh gosh!!! cumin mon, exam!!!!!
i haven been study much
i didn't follow e schedule s wad i plan earlier
i haven finish wad i suppose 2 study
i haven been doin much 4 my test
i did NOTHING...
bad news..
i wud b able 2 study on sat n sun s well
oh gosh!! smart gal
i tink soon i gonna enter principal's room
o either my parent gonna receive another call again due 2 my poor result..
ppl pray hard 4 me n wish me luck s well~~
study!!
oh gosh!!! cumin mon, exam!!!!!
i haven been study much
i didn't follow e schedule s wad i plan earlier
i haven finish wad i suppose 2 study
i haven been doin much 4 my test
i did NOTHING...
bad news..
i wud b able 2 study on sat n sun s well
oh gosh!! smart gal
i tink soon i gonna enter principal's room
o either my parent gonna receive another call again due 2 my poor result..
ppl pray hard 4 me n wish me luck s well~~
study!!
Sunday, February 04, 2007;2:08 AM
I Love you Not
Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiouslyERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off thedamn phone!! (And hangs up).]
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving onflight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he givesher a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]It says...
"Erica,
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did theright thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did theright thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]...
A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely...
Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will....
I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!...
Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]...
A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good