i'm sure everyone sense it
especially my college mates
i know your concern about it.
just for your information,
i'm currently single now.
yes, we broke up.
he initiated.
i saw it coming.
i know that we will ended up like this
i thought i will be strong enough to take it
but i'm not.
it really hurt
and hard to take it
i don't deny that i dislike you cos of this at first
but after i talked to one of our best friend
it really make me thinks lot.
i'm not blaming you
or dislike you either for now
that several time i cried when you hurt me
i don't blame you for that
maybe i did hurt you in several ways
i do not know.
i really thought about everything since the very beginning until now the whole night
partially it may be my fault that caused this to happen
sorry for accusing you and blaming you
i thinks this is the best for the 2 of us
i just hope that this incident will not affect us in other ways.
i hope everything will back to normal
just like how we were the last time.
hope that we still friend or even close friend in the future.
dear readers,
don't worry about me
i'm totally fine
no more crying, i promise
just got a new haircut
sometimes
new haircut and shopping do make us feel happier
to all my friends,
thanks for being with me when i needed your
you know who you are
especially the one that make me realised the best way of handling this.
i really learn lot this time
'forgive and forget'
this relationship make me grow up and be more mature
to my girl friends,
please,do not dislike him because of this
it wasn't his fault
it just that we wasn't the right one for each other
although we only been together for 2 months and 14 days
through this short period of time
i put in all my effort
and i feels that i still loves you
i have no regret been with you
i treasure every moments been with you
whether happy or sad
every single moments is precious to me
thanks for been with me all along till now.
thanks for all the memories that you had given me
i'll try not to love you that way, but just as friend
no matter what,
u still mean something special to me.
all i need for now is time.
i shall end this post with this meaningful song.
Buckcherry lead singer Josh Todd wrote this song about his wife. It is a love song about the troubles that you go through when you are in a relationship for a long time. It's also about being apart for a long time.
In an interview with radio station KNAC, Josh Todd was asked what, or who, was the inspiration for this song. Todd replied: "My wife. Just spending a long time away from her and the struggles of maintaining a relationship and being a music man, and all of that is really what 'Sorry' is about."
Sorry-Buckcherry
Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.
-take care my dear friend-
